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in the same boat. i couldn't believe i wasn't reading about me. small business-4 kids and no time to do anything. was thinking about methadone through a fluke online. work hard-no time for any playing -need hepl too
i fully sympathize with your dilemna but
sometimes it is time to face facts. the
facts may not be pleasant. from your
description of your pain i suggest that
you contact a rheumatologist or a pain
specialist. you are describing something
that sounds very much like a condition
called fibromyalgia. it is over all
muscle pain and muscle spasms and there
are many symtoms. it is very under diagnosed. it is diagnosed mainly by eliminating everything else. tests usually include thyroid, lupus, arthritis, and more. there are 18 tender
points on the body and you must have 11 to be diagnosed with fibromyalgia. it can have many symtoms but pain is the most prevelent. you may need pain killers the rest of your life. it is not something anyone likes to face, but many
of us have had to. research fibromyalgia
on your web and see if you fit the criteria. if so, suggest it to your doctor. they don't like to diagnose it
because though not fatal it is not curable at this time. it is legal grounds for disability from the government also. some have mild enough
pain to allow them to work, while many
others cannot. i hope this helps your
search for help. sincerely, Nora
I will email you, I have been to this hell.
I'd be happy to guide you the best I CAN (suggestion
insights/experiences/etc...)
The tappering off is the slow painful way to go
BUT there's non-nargotic things to help you along.
Your up against a double whamy
1) the initial reason for needing it
2) And the fact that there is no easy way out -for sure-
not at 350-400mg a day.
Do you have insurance ?
also I notice this post from a couple of months ago
maybeee you've solved your painful problem?
Christophe
over a period of 3 weeks, with the doseage decreasing each week.
ALSO it helps if you have someone you can trust (spouse,parents),
giving you your dosage each day, that way you can't take more
than you should each day (it's that will power thing), because I would just take more if I hurt, thus making it impossible to taper down. It's the ONLY thing that finally worked after 3 years of fighting with it!! I still have strong cravings for it
though, it never really ends.
I was shocked to see that someone is going through the samething I am. I am now on Oxycontin 40mg 2XDAY. That's what I'm prescribed at least. Like you, they started me on the 10mg and worked myself on up to this. Of course, need less to say, I am taking so much more than I am supposed too. I even started buying them of the street.
My diagnoses is: degenerative disc disease, which has caused me 5 herniated disc in my lower back. I was born with this bone disease that no one can put a name on. I have went through physical therapy, radiofrequency ( they burned all the nerves in my back), steriod injections and just anything that they could think of. The pain management clinic ran out of help so they just keep my on the pills. As long as I take them, I can be a mother, college student, and socialize somewhat. Without them, I cripple up and can't hardly walk or function at all. It has consumed my life in so many ways. But without them I couldn't have a life. I don't know what to do. I also got so desprate, I started all the alternative medicine, like acupuncture and herbs.
I have tried everything, so I feel helpless. I spend all my extra money for the extra pills I have to buy off the street (which is about $160.00 to $200.00 a day). I just got through making it without my pills for two weeks. I guess I spent almost $2000.00 just in the last two weeks just to make it to my doctors appointment. When I run out, everyone suffers in my family. I go through the awful withdrawls, then I have the excrutating pain, and also really bad panic attacks because I don't have any. I am driving my mother up the wall. The doctors have had me on some kind of pain medicine since I was 14. I am now 27, with two kids. I can't draw disability and can't work long enough hours to support me and my kids, so I go to school and live off my pell grants.
Help!!! I am living a nightmare with no possible way of waking up. My email is ***@****. If anyone has any information or just support, please email me.
Danny, I know what you are going through. Maybe we can support each other and find some help somewhere. Thank you for speaking out. I am sure there are plenty of us out there with the same nightmare.