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I don't know where all of you manage to get your pain meds from but all I have been able to muster over 10 years is Ultram. It seemed to work at first but I am already building a tolerance to it. When the pain gets bad I would just like to freak out and tear everything around me to peices, so instead I down three mg of Klonopin. That only calms me down and stops the anxiety. These seizures make the pain worse I just wish someday to go into status and just stop breathing right there.
Being off the booze for 90 days seems like nothing to me when I am still in severe pain and still having seizures. The ole A.A. hooplah is nice but just doesn't help get me through the day.
I see two Neurologists this coming week. Hopefully one or both can do something. I have symtpoms of Lupus but my old psych doctor I dumped had said I have Fibromyalgia. I never had any of this **** when I drank but now I can not stand the feeling of being drunk and clouded in the head.
When I have seizures I go into delirium for a while though, I guess they call it post ictal something or other. I just wish I could find some strong pain killers to get rid of this f---ing pain. That is why I started drinking in the first place and now sure enough after 90 days it is back full blast! I can barely concentrate on my work anymore. I can see where people can easily get addicted. Right now I don't care about addiction only about stopping the pain!!
by the way, I found a site with an illuminating piece on opiates, their history and the physical mechanism by which they do what they do. Don't forget to take the links to the second and third pages. Fascinating. Check it out!
http://www.drugtext.org/sub/opiat1.html
Are you looking for some new addictions or problems to challenge you?I know you are articulate and seem intelligent but you are sounding like you want to play jeopardy or something! I'll take addictions for 200.00. How do you know about the finances of this site. I know DR>s are not around for awhile at times, but I imagine this isnot al they do.I like your posts Tom and have gotten help from some. But what is with this new thread stuff?You obviously spend a lot of time here, maybe you can start your own site...: sorry lady we covered that yesterday, NEXT.
The reason I ask for more threads is because addiction is a broad subject and people come here for answers to all kinds of questions. More threads simply means more communication. It's not that I'm not interested in the topics in the current threads. But look at the dates of the last additions and you can see that no one is responding to them anymore. I work in the computer industry and I know that archiving old threads that have served their purpose and are no longer attracting messages is a simple matter and involves only a little of a webmaster's time. This site accepting only one new topic per day limits its effectiveness.
I hope that answers your question.
So why do you come here? Tell us your story. I'm sure you've got one. Teach us something. Participate and provide some knowledge and companionship. I look forward to your next post.
Anyway, thanks. I'm going to read your other post now. Good to hear from you. Give my best to your girlfriend.