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KATIE - I was just hoping you come on today and let us all know you are ok. PLEASE do not beat yourself up over this. Addiction is the hardest thing I have ever tried to overcome. This week after all this terror in my town (I live within sight of the smoke of the WTC), I was so tempted to call my Dr. for a big bottle of Vicoprofen I know he would have done it and I am still not so sure I can resist. It has been a long time since I have wanted to do that usually it is the Ultram but I really wanted that warm cozy feeling you get when you first take Vico's. So I guess the craving never really never goes away. I know it does get weaker though. I am sure about all on this forum that are clean now have had relapses but just remember "the one day at a time" saying I truly get that now. You can really do this I know how you feel about not imagining a life with out the hydro it seems like nothing will ever be fun or you will never have the energy to do anything. I know I have been there. I could never really understand those feelings because we should be happy to just be normal again. I was for a long time and then got on these damn Ultram. oh well I am going on and on I just wanted you to know how much I have been thinking about you and that you are not alone. Please e-mail me if I can help ***@**** I hope we all hear from you soon. Jules
All I can tell you about Celexa is that it's an SSRI (selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor) like Prozac, Zoloft, etc. I imagine that anyone with experience taking methadone and another SSRI would have some good input for you. I'm sure someone on the forum will respond.
From what I understand, SSRIs enable the serotonin you naturally produce to persist longer, and by implication remain active, in the brain longer than it would without the SSRI. SSRIs do not stimulate the brain to produce more serotonin.
An alternative I'm exploring right now is over the counter 5 HTP. L-Tryptophan is metabolized into 5 HTP, which is metabolized into serotonin. In theory, taking 5 HTP will boost the actual amount of serotonin in your system and hopefully in your brain. It's a natural substance as apposed to a drug like SSRIs. It's much cheaper, and, so far, I've found it very effective in raising my spirits, giving me a feeling of peace, and helping me sleep at night. The data I've read indicates that 5 HTP is as effective as SSRIs for relieving depression. So far, I have not experienced any side effects from 5 HTP. I have heard that SSRIs often cause side effects that sometimes result in the patient discontinuing the drug. I have some limited experience with Prozac a few years ago. I hated the stuff. It didn't relieve my depression so much as it "flattened me out" emotionally, meaning I went from depressive emotions to no emotions. I also lost any desire for sex while I was taking Prozac. I couldn't get off of the stuff fast enough.
5 HTP, on the other hand, has not flattened me out emotionally at all. In fact, I've had, if anything, more emotional responses to things and people, most of which have been welcome emotions. I much prefer that to being "flat" emotionally. So, for what it's worth, 5 HTP presents an over the counter alternative to SSRIs plus it will help you relax and sleep without causing a hangover.
Food for thought, anyway. Good luck to you.
Thomas