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Horrific Depression from withdrawals???????????
by Angelina, Oct 07, 2001 12:00AM
I have been on oxycontin for 1 month; 20mg every twelve hours, although I took the two 20mg. tabs in the morning, every morning. I have fibromyalgia. I used to take vicodin, and most other short-acting narcotic meds prior to the oxycontin. I ran out 5 days prior to my next appointment which did not happen to fall on an even 30 days; my prescription was for 30 days...so now I am on my 4th day and feel like I want to die. The first two days were the worst depression I have ever gone through. I almost took my life. Here is my main question: I have read close to 100 posts if not more, and many of the withdrawal symptoms do NOT say anything about depression. Depression was my absolute worst symptom!! Is this not a normal withdrawal symptom? Most symptoms are the flu-like and diarrhea which I definitely did have!!!! The headaches are absolutely killing me. I need to look for something other than this narcotic junk to help me with the pain of fibromyalgia, although I didn't find it yet. I surfed the website many times on fibromyalgia, and tried it all just about. But if this is what narcotics is going to do to me, I'd rather bear the pain of fibro, although that will be very difficult. Does one get SEVERE depression and constant crying spells from withdrawing from narcotics? Also, I can hardly eat a thing now for 4 days.. I could just vomit thinking about it. Thank you for your kind reply!
Please stay strong and safe - everyone here is on your side.
Love,
deja
The other part is that we face, without numbing, the feelings we have about the consequences of the addiction, the choices it caused us to make, and how our lives have gone off track. And that causes us to feel depressed most of the time as well..I know it sure did me.
What helped me most with the depression was adding the amino acid 5 HTP. It helped almost right away. Go to a health food store and get some..take 50 mgs. If you tolerate that take 100mgs the next day. You can safely take up to 300mgs a day.
What also helps is talking and getting support. Can you find a therapist and or support group? If nothing else, you always have us, and our unconditional love. We know what you are going through.
hope this helps..
love,
WW
Angelina - There are several things that can help you with your depression read the past posts Thomas will tell you exactly what. I believe it is Ltyrosine but check with him. He wrote something to me last week about it as I was going through the same thing. Good luck Jules
Now Skipper,,,,what;s this about kicking my ass? LOL..Ummmmmmmmmmmm i think I get the hint....i have already out the notion out fo my head,,,I'll just start shooting herion BEFORE ANYBODY BLASTS ME FOR THAT ONE I AM REALLY REALLY TRULY AND HONESTLY JUST KIDDING,,,,, I have enough probles already,,doug is in florida for a week I blew a fuse,,,,had to call my friends hubby to come over and do it,,I actually have take out the trash LOL so,,,,where have ya been anyway,,,yous spouse has been writing to me God bless her she is about a real and adorable as they come...haven't heard from you there,,,where is my it's Tuesday mail? talk to ya soon love to all cin
I know the vomiting is not a good thing at all. At the same time, she has so many toxins built up in her system that I had almost expected this to happen...Is a wean-down still out of the question? The vomiting seems to have subsided when I visited her today, and gradually she seems to be doing better. Still, though, this would have to be dragged out for so long that I don't know if I want to deal with her detoxing for months on end, and I KNOW she doesn't want to either. I will, however, start mentioning to her the advice about professional help in detoxing, and start going over all the options. Thanks WW for the link, I'm going to check it out right now...sounds rather pricey but I guess there's no price on "life", heh. The way she is, if I even MENTION something like rehab, she just says "I don't wanna talk about it", and if I try to push it, she says it's making her nauseous to think about it...EVERYTHING makes her nauseous!!!
Anyway, all of this advice is well-taken. I will definitely "work on this" ;-). Thanks everyone :)
G
I've been on 200 mg oxycontin for almost three years. Legally. I'm a chronic pain patient after falling 25 feet from a tree. I doubt I'll ever be pain-free enough to get off this drug, though I'd like to. I reduced my dose a year ago from 120 mg twice a day to the 100 X2 I'm on now. Did it by myself. My pain management doc didn't know I was doing this until it was over.
I was depressed for 8 months.
I didn't know anything about how to combat the depression. There's a guy who posts here named Thomas, a prince of a guy. He uses the following supplements that many here have tried and swear by it:
4 grams of L-tyrosine in the morning on an empty stomach.
200 mg of B6 at the same time.
A zinc/magnesium supplement.
Don't eat anything for at least an hour after you take this stuff. This stuff is the raw material your body needs to replace the serotonin and dopamine that the oxy has replaced and because of that your brain has ceased making it. The lack of it is what is causing your depression. This is a chemical imbalance you're experiencing. Nothing more. Oh, yeah, the 5-HTP? People here swear by it as well. It's a direct precursor to serotonin as well.
If you can afford it, or you have insurance, get yourself to a psychiatrist - not a psychologist - preferably one who specializes in drug problems. I think you should be on at least two milligrams of klonopin a day and around 225 mg of Effexor a day.
There ARE ways to combat this depression, but you've gotta move your ass and DO IT. Also, are you tapering? Oxy is available in 10 mg tabs. Get yourself a script for those, enough to equal your original oxy dose. Get back on it and get on the "help" drugs and supplements and sloooooooowwwwwwlllllllyyyyyy taper off the oxy while taking the other stuff. You can do this and you don't have to experience the dance of the walking dead to do it, either. You've picked the hardest way possible. Knock that off and start taking care of yourself. We're here to help you and we will.
Francois
Anyway, I was just checking on you about the speed issue. Like you said, you have enough problems without getting into more.
In the past, I've jokingly said things here and was taken very seriously. The point is that the thought was already in my mind. Some people believe that to have the thought is tantamount to doing it. Then again, I can fantasize with the best of them when I'm hurting. I hope you are okay, Cindi. Something just doesn't seem right about your posts lately. Are you okay?
Take care of yourself
J.B.