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love,
WW
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Francois
Love Butterbean
I was on long term usage of the oxy and hydrocodones and suffered greatly. These meds can offer a great amount of ease when needed short term, but... In the long run, will cause more harm than good. Tinnitis and leg pain(swelling)are but two of the problems that can plague you. If you were able to be free of these meds for maybe seven days, you would certainly feel a difference, physically. If you are in intractible pain you should be on a controlled release opiate. Or, like me, you can decide that it's better to live without the meds at all.
Like me, you are going to have to account for yourself in the end. It's not pleasant but the rewards are great. I was so screwed up ten days ago that I tried to OD on my meds and alcohol. Today, I just want to tell you that I feel free and am happy that I'm alive!
J.B.
The world is a far better place because you are in it. I really feel that, though I don't know you that well...you will always remain special to me, as you offered me the first ray of hope when I posted my tentative first on this board.
Your wit, wisdom, and deep caring have shined through here on many occassion....I know your grief must be very deep, and I am very glad that you are in a better place emotionally today than you were 10 days ago.
with much love and appreciation for you,
WW
My poor wife took the major brunt of all this, especially when the results of my Tox Scan was given her. She had no idea that I was indulging as I was. Sure, I had a thousand excuses for trying to end it all. I won't bother you with them because both of you,like me, have heard them all. The truth is, this is normal everyday life stuff that billions of people have to cope with. Thank God most of us don't choose to handle things the way I did because....we would not survive long as a species.
I love you both, my friends! I beg your forgiveness,
J.B.
I am glad you are still with us, and if there is anything at all I can do to enhance your desire to be alive and savor the moment, just let me know.
Give Marty a hug for me.
love,
WW