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I'm no professional but I do have some personal experience with anxiety and panic. This past year, I was under a lot of stress and started to have panic attacks. I didn't know what was happening to me. The attacks were as bad (or worse) than the other stresses in my life. Before I finally realized that I was having panic attacks, I thought I had some disease! At first, I just experienced shortness of breath sometimes. Then, that turned into EXTREME shortness of breath to the point where I was gasping for air. Of course, that would upset me and cause my heart rate to increase until I thought it was going to pound its way out of me! I couldn't focus my mind on anything or calm myself down when this was happening. It was/is a terrifying experience.
I talked to my dr about it and she prescribed very low dosages of Xanax as needed (when I felt an attack coming). She also suggested that I start taking an anti-depresant. I opted to skip the anti-depresant for personal reasons... I know they are wonderful for certain people - for me, in this case, they weren't necessary as it was outside influences which were the cause of original stress and anxiety and not a chemical imbalance w/in me.
I also took a very proactive approach to treating the WHOLE problem. I forced myself to allocate some time each day for ME; time to relax, focus, and clear my mind (I guess you could call that meditation). I also started doing a yoga workout tape at home. I carefully watched what I ate forcing myself to eat *healthy* food at regular intervals. I tried to cut down on caffeine. I take a day off work each month and do something nice for myself -- whatever I feel I need at the time (lunch with a friend, a massage, a walk in the park, running errands, etc). And, I found a group of supportive people who I knew I could count on. In my case, this is Al-Anon... it could be different for you. I didn't go to a professional psychiatrist or counselor, but that may be very beneficial to some.
Slowly, very slowly, I started to feel better. I still have my moments of panic. When that happens, I try to focus on the fact that I know the feeling will pass. I know won't really die from lack of oxygen or my heart jumping from my body although I feel like that at the moment.
Hang in there... you're definately not alone. Many, many other people feel the way you do..
I've seen commericals about anxiety disorders, and they advertize Paxil I think or one of those medications that they say works. Be very careful about xanax, it's highly addictive. My little sis is stuck on those, a small dose, but she takes it everyday which concerns me.
Good luck!
Lv Jenny
I've been in the same boat as you. There was some situational traffic that was very intense and my shrink gave me klonopin. Now, that's dangerous too. Ask Stevie Nicks. It screwed her life up for ten solid years. She was abusing it, of course, along with coke.
Anyway, I took two mg klonopin twice a day for about a month. It worked wonderfully. Then I cut it back to one mg. From there, I went to 2 mg Valium twice a day; then one mg twice a day. And now I'm on 1/2 mg twice a day. I will next go to 1/4 mg Valium twice a day and then off. The whole thing has taken me from September until today at 1/2 mg Valium twice a day. That should impress you of the potential danger of benzodiazepines. Treat with incredible caution.
Francois
DRUGS; How those MDs love to give us all sorts of drugs to lessen the attacks, and get us dependent on them to the point of addiction.
There is another method to stop panic attacts....and on myself, it was the only real thing that stopped them cold...even though I was taking (am still taking) valium.
I got into Cognitive Behavioral Therapy . It WORKED! Ask your MD's or you shrinks about this and if they can get you into a group. It was the only way I was able to get my panic back in check.
I AM NOT CONDONING IT BUT I HAVE TAKEN TRAXENE FOR 10 YEARS. IWAS TITRATED UP TO THE MAX DOSE 15MG 4 A DAY. I ABUSED THEM AT FIRST BUT AFTER I STARTED RUNNING OUT EARLY AND GETTING WD'S I TAPERED BACK TO 3.75 4 PER DAY. SINCE TAKING THEM I HAVE ALSO TAKEN XANAX AND VALIUM TO TRY AND GET HIGH BUT THEY DO WORK LIKE THEY DID BEFORE I STARTED THE BENZO SERANADE.
TRANXENE HAS BEEN A LIFESAVER FOR ME. I USED TO HAVE PANIC ATTACKS AND NIGHT TERROR AND JUST BE "ON EDGE" NEVER FAR FROM SMACKING THE **** OUT OF ANY GUY THAT GOT OF LINE. AS FOR WOMEN...I HAVE NEVER AND WOULD NEVER STRIKE ONE. BUT I PUNCHED PLENTY OF WALLS. MY WIFE AND I WERE IN A CAR ARGUING ON JULY 4. 1991 I WAS CHURNING WITH RAGE. SO, I WENT TO THE URGENT CARE CENTER AND ASKED TO BE SEEN. WELL, I LEFT WITH A SCRIPT FOR TRANXENE.
IT HAS BEEN AT LEAST 7 YEARS SINCE I HAVE ABUSED IT AND IT WORKS WONDERS ON ME.
I KNOW THEY SAY PAXIL AND OTHER SSRI'S ARE FOR PANIC ATTACKS ETC..BUT I HATE THOSE PILLS. THEY MESS WITH MY HEAD TOO MUCH.
AM I HOOKED ON TRANXENE???? I AM DEPENDENT BUT I DO IN NO WAY LOOK AT IT AS A PROBLEM (I USED TOO). IT IS THE OPIATES I AM WAR WITH, AND WHAT ABATTLE IT IS. HOWEVER, I AM STILL ON TRACK FOR A RAPID DETOX AND HAVE TAPERED MY DOSEAGE AGAIN THEN WEEK.
GOOD BLESS