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Like I said, I just wanted you to know that we are all here for you.
I (stupidly) used naltrexone (1 50 mg pill) as soon my wife left town 3months ago. She was due to be gone 5 weeks. I was on a 120mg hydrocodone habit and was determined to find out how
how badly I was addicted and try to detox. in one fell swoop.
(Naltrexone is an opiate antagonist guaranteed to put you in w/d in 40 mins. It is the basis of ultra-rapid detox. offered by some clinics..they give it IV under general anaesthetic and keep you under for about 4 hours. When you wake up the craving is gone (mainly because you know that the opiate wont do anything)but you are still left with the 'depression', for want of a better word.)
Since I had an unlimited valium and clonidine available I figured I could hold myself over and complete a 'poor' mans detox. or just maybe, not have as bad a w/d as I expected.
I had a gruesome 48 hrs ..the smell being a prominent part.
I was then so drained i couldnt go to work for 5 days. I kept popping the Vikes starting day 3 trying to get rid of the horrible feeling but the naltrexone hung on for a full week.
Today is the first day of my taper.
I have a trusted companion (not my wife..she has no idea) doling out 75 mgs a day. That's 15mgs every 4 hours during the day and I get thru the night with clonidine 0.3mgs to cover that awful first-thing-in-the morning feeling.
All-in-all I committed!
I know exactly what the people are talking about when they allude to life being better on opiates, but when i walk down the street and see all the people NOT held captive, I become determined to join them.
BTW, the job you all are doing here is great...i hope i can avail myself of your support,
Serge.