Member Comments are provided by individuals and reflect their personal opinions only. Under NO circumstances should you act on any advice or opinion posted in this forum.  ALWAYS check with your personal physician before taking any action regarding your health! MedHelp International and our partners, sponsors and affiliates have no obligation to monitor any comments posted on this site, or the content and/or accuracy of such exchanges. MedHelp International does not endorse the views of any user.

Addiction: Substance Abuse Community

This community is a place to share information and support with others who are trying to stop using drugs, prescription drugs, alcohol, tobacco or other addictive substances. Discuss with others, the symptoms of addiction, addiction recovery, ways to quit like tapering and cold turkey, and withdrawal symptoms. If you are interested in general "chat", please visit our Addiction Social Community.
 | 

good morning/ stay positive

by hippy, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
Tags: Addiction
hey everyone, its wensday morning, and life is good.

we all have to be kind to each other.

this fourm is going through a strange time because of the hacker.

i myself can not wait untill it is in the past, and  i am

sure it will pass,

untill then we need to stay positive,   and talk about

recovery, and how this fourm has helps us all.

the thought of this fourm being shut down, is a sad thought.

so lets all be nice, and when you see a post that is out in

left feild, ignore it. if you see a post from me and it is crazy

you can rest easy that it is not me.

michael  peace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Member Comments (75)

by DIRTBAG, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: hippee
Now thats my hippee hope I spelled it right your friend DB

by percsnomas, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
Good Morning

As the Groovy Butterfly(and others) pointed out, resources are probably the one thing that will help remove the current problem quicker than anything else. Hell, i blasted past the "Make a Donation" tab for 3 months, until it was brought to my attention.

Everybody is in a different financial position.... i just know i didn't hesitate shelling out $500.00 for 100 percs, when my Rx mysteriously was used up early.

by hippy, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: db
how ya doing, ihope your feeling ok.

hows the dirt biz going,

it's been some kind of ride here the last 4

days, withsome one getting my name and all that,

and posting cruel things. then having other not beleive me.



any way i know you are not feeling so hot ,so i gathered from your post, i hope ya feel better, your fellow anti establisnment

freind hippy, hippee ,  michael

by hippy, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: db
i read your post on tapering,

try to take the pills as prescribed for a week,

then 4 a day for a week then 3 a day for a week

then what ever you have left 2 a day.

take the receipe at the begining asap.

i found that it is better to try to hold off  untill later in the day when tapering, try not to take them in the morning,

otherwisw you wind up taking more later in the day.

try to wait untill 5 pm if you can.

it will be alright, we make a bigger deal out of the whole process in our heads then it really is.

but it always good to get a begining and get started.



peace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

by PING, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
hope the forum stays open, i do more reading, then posting, still

tapering, down to 2-10mg a day, a long way from where i was when i was on so much of the percocet. stay cool.

                                     lee.

by bmac, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: sfcplt
Sounds like you are doing better than last time I talked to you.

Tapering will make the quitting a lot easier on your health,believe me.Good luck to ya!

                           Bill

by oldtimer, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: Everyone/?about Methadone
Good Morning Everyone.

I have a question, I hope someone can give me some info, as you know (I think, since my post's have been deleted) that I have a few serious heath issues, I will have to take pain meds for the rest of my life,it's sad but a fact,I have researched on the internet as much as I could about methadone,I have read that research and studies they have done about methadone and the heart, and the only thing I can find is that the studies they have done has not had any negative results on the heart from being on methadone,that it is pretty safe to say that methadone use has no bad effects on the heart..but what I can't find at all is the subject of methadone treatment with someone who has heart disease to begin with, (heart attack,& vascular disease)does anyone know anything about this or where I can go to find out if there is anything about this subject? I have searched the net the best I can and can't find any answers to this particular subject,also am I right to assume that methadone is used to treat pain and not just used for addicts? and if so, can a doctor treat you instead of going to a clinic? any info would be greatly appreiciated. thank you,

Dee

by bmac, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: old timer
I can't address the heart part but I was on methadone from my pain doctor.It is a very good painkiller.And very cheap.I took

it for 1 1/2 years.I have never been in the clinic before but getting it for pain from a pain doc is the best.He can control

the use and make sure your health is not at risk.

                               bmac

by DIRTBAG, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: Everyone/ oldtimer
Your post has me wondering, I know you are concerned about staying on pain meds forever but I have often wondered if I know I am an addict and I am only hurting myself. Why can't I? Most days I think I'm a better person when I'm using. Is this weird I often think I only want to change because its what I have to do to be accepted. am I really going to feel better? When my true feelings come out I am so angry with the world I live in and what I've become. Whay can't I just stay this way? I don't know anything about methadone but I'd love to try it>. Sorry if I sound negative and thank you for the taper tip I'm going to add up my pills and start in the morning. I just found another 20, so I should have 50 by tomorrow that should be enough to start a decent taper. I know I'm a freak but thanks for listening

by DIRTBAG, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: Everyone/ oldtimer
Your post has me wondering, I know you are concerned about staying on pain meds forever but I have often wondered if I know I am an addict and I am only hurting myself. Why can't I? Most days I think I'm a better person when I'm using. Is this weird I often think I only want to change because its what I have to do to be accepted. am I really going to feel better? When my true feelings come out I am so angry with the world I live in and what I've become. Whay can't I just stay this way? I don't know anything about methadone but I'd love to try it>. Sorry if I sound negative and thank you for the taper tip I'm going to add up my pills and start in the morning. I just found another 20, so I should have 50 by tomorrow that should be enough to start a decent taper. I know I'm a freak but thanks for listening

by groovygirl, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: dirtbad
I often had the very same thoughts like today for instance.

by Witchywoman, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: dirtbag
I've had those thoughts as well, when I was using.



It took a long time for me to truly want to get clean. I had to finally get in enough emotional pain over the addiction to realize that there had to be a better way to live.



When you first get clean, there is a lot of emotional baggge to deal with. It's hard, no doubt, but you can eventually get to a place where there is joy in your life again.  



love,

WW

by DIRTBAG, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: Mariposa/witchywoman
Hey so maybe i am a little normal for a drug addict that is encouraging, I feel so different than I think everybody else feels util I found this forum and Mariposa I was calling you a jackass because I thought you weren't groovy anymore sorry I'm happy to know you both working now and I've taken 6 I will try for only 3 more today and I will hold out as long as I can When should I take the receipe and can I take it more than once a day? Peace out DB you know you will be the only people to share my success with and I am happy about that get ready to get to know me Yikes

by OxyDout, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: mariposa
do you mind me asking what paper(s) you write for?

by groovygirl, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: gwh
Yes I do.

by OxyDout, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: mariposa
well thats the end of that i guess.

by groovygirl, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: gwh
Actually, you ask too many personal questions for my comfort.  We swapped pics a long time ago (which I wish I hadn't), but since then you have asked for pictures of my new house, what my husband does and the name of his company, my phone number, etc.  To me this is anonymous...that is why I come here.



Why are you so interested in the specifics of my life?

by OxyDout, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: mariposa
plenty of people "swap pics" its kind of normal when you find people in the same boat you want to find out a little bit about them so you can relate, or NOT RELATE.  I understand, and I wont ever ask another personal question, but FOR THE LOVE OF CHRIST, I HAVE NO REAL INTEREST IN YOU, PLEASE I'M NOT A "SINGLE WHITE MALE" looking to hunt someone down.  They were innocent questions, don't flatter yourself.  next...........

by Thomas02, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: dirtbag
first of all, 'love the handle. 'Makes me think you've at least got a sense of humor about yourself. It will come in handy.



One of our posters, tex, posted a transcript of a Bill Moyers special on addiction, in which Moyers talks to a doctor conducting research on the physiology of drug addiction, specifically how drug use affects the brain.



What he says is, well, sobering. Seems that the use of addictive drugs, especially long-term use, causes physical changes in the brain, altering the way the brain functions. When addicts like us say that we just want to feel normal, we aren't kidding. Use an addictive drug long enough, and the brain only functions anything like normally when the drug is present. The drug becomes a normalized component of an addict's brain chemistry. He likened addicts recovering from long-term use to stroke victims, having to teach new parts of the brain to do old tricks.



My point is, with, what, a year of hydro addiction, you've got a real chance to recover normal functioning and eventually feel "normal" without the presence of hydrocodone. Try doing it after 30 years of opiate addiction like me. On second thought, don't. The sooner you begin recovery, the easier it will be to become the person you used to be. Good luck.



Thomas

by groovygirl, Oct 23, 2002 12:00AM
To: gwh
Dear boy...you'