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Where are you Brian? *Open Forum*

by GOD, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
Tags: Addiction
Brian- I was concerned that the last time you posted here, you were detoxing with Methadone. Please give us an update! It's been like 4 or 5 days since you have posted.



Everyone try to have a pain-free day!

~~~~Jess~~~~



P.S. this is an OPEN string, so if you have something different to post (any comments or questions) please feel free to write whatever you wish.
Member Comments (51)

by hippy, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
To: jess
good morninng to ya jess, is this post for real.

or loaded with sarcasim.

in any event i have not seen the brian post. last i read

he was on some ungodly high dosage of meadone.



it's turn the clocks back time, here in the east.

the leaves are doing there thing, turning colors.

it was nicw to read chatahan, and her comments

yesterday, very interisting, her link of lack of faith with low self esteem, is someting i will dwell upon.

as far as the steps go , i always like tyo here about them,

i have been across this country finding people who  know

about the 12 steps.

the steps  simplified



1 accept the truth

2 have faith in the truth

3 commit to the truth

4 examine the truth

5 share  the truth

6 want the truth

7 be the truth

8 find the truth

9 recover the truth

10 be aware of the truth

11 live the truth

12 give the truth



peace!@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

by PING, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
good morning: hope everyone is doing better. i want to ask one little question, does age make any differnce on getting off oxycontin? i havn't been on it but a few months, but i was on percocet's for 5-6 yrs heavy, would i just be getting off the oxy, or will the percocet still be in me also? i am doing pretty good with my tapering. thanks very much.

                                             lee.

by hippy, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
To: sfcplt
hey , lee

age does not matter , oxy is a lot stronger and

when detoxing off them it is more uncomfortable

than perc's, which is no picnic to withdrawl  off

of.

so in any event , the good thing about the oxy is you are not killing you body with the acetametphine(tylnol)

when ever you decide to kick get rthe receipe and just do it.

peace !!!!!!!!hope you are not in any pain today



michael

by mrrstracy, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
To: Jesse@Medhelp
It has been a while since Brian posted. In his last post, he was going to the same methadone clinic that I had gone to before and they are constantly increasing your dose! They did that with me for 2 years. I am also concerned about him.

Has ANYONE heard from CinCee??



Tracy

by hellbent, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
To: Sfcplt
Age effects so many things, it will most likely greatly affect your recovery time from opiate addiction. You won't recover from a strenuous workout as fast as you used to, nor will you recover from painkiller addiction. That's just the way it is and there isn't much use worrying about it: no way you can ever get younger.



All Oxycontin is is oxycodone. All Percoset is is Oxycodone and Tylenol. They are the EXACT SAME DRUG. With Oxycontin, you just get alot more of it.



by athena, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
To: mrstracy
Hi tracy

I have read everyone of your posts.You seem like a strong person and really put forth an effort to help others.i wish you luck in your recovery.I hope you are able to get your children back with you.

I too have been really worried about Cincee.i hope she's ok.Cin,if your lurking,please let us know how you are.



pixi

by mrrstracy, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
To: Jesse
Hey, I just noticed something on the posts by our friend. On your posts you have the J and the S capitalized. He doesn't,the latters are all lowercase, so it seems as though he's using variations of the names now.

by mrrstracy, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
To: Pixi/hippee
Thank you for the encouragement. I know one of these days he'll slip up and I'll find him. But until then I have to stay strong and keep optimistic. We haven't come this far to give up now!

by DIRTBAG, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
To: pixi/everyone
Happy Sunday, I have been looking for ya pixi I changed my name to peagrave but I can't figure out my password, I want to thank you for the words of encouragement you gave me before all the **** hit the fan on the web site and now ith looks like we are getting back to helping each other, I'm so glad about that, keep posting you are a very positive person and I need some of that Peace to you and everybody else I'm off to softball its 11 am and I popped 5 vicodin so far, all I can say is its beter than 7 is it okay to say this stuff I don't want to make anybody mad at me Peace peagravel

by athena, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
To: peagravel
Happy sunday to you too.yes,5 is better than 7 .You will make it.the hardest part for me was admitting that I was just taking out of habit and I wanted the energy.Now I have a pinched nerve in my back and afraid to take pain meds.lol You seem to have made a very good friend in mrstracy.I feel bad for deserting everyone,I just wasn't sure who I was talking to on here anymore.I finally realized that it really didn't matter if even 1 person felt better because of my encouragement.i just cant get away from the nurse mentality.lolI hope you enjoy the game.keep your spirits up and keep fighting the battle.



pixi

by suzieneedshelp, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
To: Re: Brian
I speak to him on yahoo often.  As of yesterday he was fine.   Still on the meth.  Feeling good about it apparently.  He is not on here cuz of all the accusations he says.  Thx,

Suzie

by GOD, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
To: Sue-Z
Suzie~~



I just wanted to say "Thankyou" again for that relaxation tape. I listened to it for a half-hour this moring, and I think It REALLY helped with some of my pain... You have a WONDERFULLY relaxing voice.



I'd better stop before someone asks us to take it elsewhere!



I'll call you tonight.



~~~~Jess~~~~

by Francoise, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
Are you all aware of the new Bup formulations, one called Subutex and one called Suboxone?



I'm in touch with someone who is using it to detox from heavy oxy use. She's in the second week and reports no withdrawals.



Is anyone here using this new formulation? (I understand it's available only in injectable form right now, but a sublingual form is coming soon). All information would be appreciated.



Here's your link to an info page about these newly approved drugs for detox/maintenance:



http://www.fda.gov/cder/drug/infopage/subutex_suboxone/default.htm



Many Thanks,

francois

by mrmichael67, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
Thanks Francois.  They approved it on the 8th of October.

by Thomas02, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
To: Francios
At last: the hacker unmasked!



How are you, my friend? I've miseed you. Getting some bites on your web page?



Thomas

by hippy, Oct 27, 2002 12:00AM
hey all, how's life.

life is good here on my end.

not in any pain, no depression.

i am back to work, been haning with my wife.

the tree s are looking so nice with all the colors.

i love this time of year. so glad i am clean and

able to enjoy it.

good oto see the fourm back on it feet.

i miss goldenbears post.

also where you at skipper, i hope not shoveling snow.

jess how are you doing with your pain.

groovy how are you doing on this beautiful sunday.

i hope you computer bugs are under controll.



gwh, where are you hiding , last  i heard you were

off the oxy's and had taken a few vikes.

it is always good to hear your positve comments

so where are some of those positive inputs.

ya got to give it away to keep it.



so to all i hope everybody's feeling good.



i spent many a sunday night thinking , well this was not the

week i was going to get recovery, i was always writing

off the day as a loss and was always looking to the future

for recovery, one day it dawned on me there are no tommorows,

recovery always begins today, i was alway going to quit smoking this sunday, or start lifting weights next week, or start going to church next sunday, my thinking was flawed  by thinking

everything was going to happen in the future,

ive come to realize that recovery begins TODAY, QUITING SMOKING

CAN ONLY HAPPEN TODAY, GETTING IN SHAPE STARTS TODAY,

RECOVERY IS ABOUT DOING WHATS GOT TO BE DONE TODAY.

THERE ARE NO TOMMOROWS,.

this coming from and addict who lived to many wasted days living in the morrow.

it's the old wise saying SEIZE THE DAY. DON'T WASTE IT/

I HAVE WASTED TO MANY DAYS WHEN I COULD HAVE BEEN DOING SOMETHING POSITIVE.

my 2nd x wife came back to live with me when i had a year clean,

and each day i woke up by noon i just knew that this was not the day our relationship was goig\ng to get back on track, so i wrote off the day as a loss. after doing the same thing for 30

days , she left. looking back i would do things differntly

i would do something to make it work instead of waiting for

something to happen.

dead wood floats down stream.

by OxyDout, Oct 28, 2002 12:00AM
To: Hippee
I got a promotion last week!!! I'm now an Inside Sales Manager which along with a lot of repsonibility comes a big Salary Increase!!! Either way i will not have much time to screw around on the internet, too much work to do.......... I appreciate you always asking about how things are, your one of the most sincere people on this forum and I appreciate it.  As far as using goes, I haven't used, the last time i said I used a couple of vics was the last time I took anything.  My day consists of work, work and work, then the gym........ I suggest going to the gym, it gives you a very much needed natural high.  Good luck, I'm sure I will post every once in a while, but like I said, I have been given a lot of responsibility and I'm being watched like a hawk because I'm the youngest person in this facility who has become a manager........ very flattering yet very nerve racking, wish me luck, and thanks again. Talk to you soon.



GWH

by hippy, Oct 28, 2002 12:00AM
To: gwh
good luck/

nothiing less expectated from an addict,

we strive to be the best,

a  talented lot we are.



peace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

by OxyDout, Oct 28, 2002 12:00AM
To: gwh
thanks, they just sent out an official memo,.... this week is sort of the interum, nothing too time consuming or difficult, but next week will be very challenging.  I wanted to ask how you have been, work,drugs or lack of drugs, family life.....? let me know how you are.



gwh

by OxyDout, Oct 28, 2002 12:00AM
To: hippee
THAT WAS DIRECTED AT YOU HIPPEE, SORRY.......

by hippy, Oct 28, 2002 12:00AM
To: gwh
sounds like good things are happening in your life.

as far as myself, life is very good, we have been in the new house now since late july,  a big beauty of a house.

my sons mid terms are all great, which is good news

he has to keep a  b-plus average, to keep his scholarship.

as far as drugs go , im clean, i never drink.

i only hang out with people who are clean.

im doing great with pain, no pain at all.

i still take the receipe everyday,

i love to watch footabll, collage and pro,

i coach basketball 8th graders, that is a blast.

im like the only coach they ever had who does not yell and scream.

of course the parents love me because of that.

they all write me cards thanking me. for  being so kind.

and then i tell them i used to have coaches who would yell and scream at me , and that  it never did any thing but hurt.



peace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!all the luck in the world with the new gig.