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Anyway, I wasn't totally nuts or hardcore or anything. I was on OC's for 4 years, never stopping, and that's just what it took to get me high at the end. As you must know, the tolerance grows and grows, and the hole gets deeper and deeper.
We can talk if you are thinking about finding a way to get off the stuff.
pixi
CATUF
(@ Day 36)
Could you post your fabulous recipe again? Several people need it and I can't find it on the boards anywhere.It was a lifesaver for me and i thank you for sharing it.hope you are having a good day.
pixi
Trout
Thx,
Peace to all!
Suzie
RLS also occurs to people not going through withdrawl. It's generally seen in an older poplulation. Some people severly suffer, and the reasons for it are not well understood. Treatment can vary from quinine which helps some, to even using opiates to control severe RLS cases.
I was lucky and didn't have RLS. But I can understand how miserable it can be. At least after withdrawl and detox it can get better.
Suzie, if you are still having RLS well after getting opiates out of your system it may be a condition not related to your drug use, and your use of opiates may have controlled it. If our symptoms of withdrawl get better, we should all consider ourselves lucky.
Sundown
I wrote to this forum for the 1st time yesterday, I had written it to BodyMechanic because his words could of been my own. I sit and read all your thoughts, and I am amazed that I am not alone. Do any of you ever look at people in the supermarket and malls and wonder are they are wandering around taking something too, or am I the only one? Am I the only one who has to take 4 darvon in the morning just to feel like I can handle the day? Today I had to go to see a Dr. It was for a legitimate female issue, but I had to fight the extreme urge to "cry wolf" that I was having back pain so I could get some vicodin or something. I just couldn't do it, i wanted to, but didn't. It is now the evening. I worry about what will happen tomorrow, I count my pills and wonder how am i going to do this before I can get another RX or my hands on something. I feel like a louser. I have a good life, a great husband, and am keeping this feeling to myself. I only feel good when I take the meds, otherwise I feel like I could sleep all day, and I'm so cold all the time. I just read something about a Thomas recipe. What is this? Any words of encouragement would be appreciated as I don't know if I can break this cycle. Life is hard, drugs seem to make it easier. Sometimes this justifies things for me. My husband smokes pot, but it seems that if he doesn't, it doesn't effect him. He once told me I was slurring and got on my case, so of course I got defensive and said who was he to say **** being he smoked weed? Is my drug of choice worse than his? Or are we both in the same boat? Are we all in the same boat?
Thanks for listening.
Secondly, Instead of looking around at people wondering if they were on something just like me, I looked around and envied people that were able to carry on with the mundane things WITHOUT being on something. (although I will never know if they were addicts like me)
Today I was at the store with my husband and for the first time, I didn't think everyone was staring at me because in the past I just KNEW they WERE looking at me and could see I was a addict. (which they couldn't, I didn't look any different than anyone else.) I think that was the guilt of my addiction kicking in. I just wanted to be normal.
I didn't read your first post, (I will look for it when I finish this) you said that you take darvon in the morning to get through your day, are you in pain as well as trying to deal with your dependency to the drug? As far as your husband smoking weed and your drug of choice being opaites. I know from past experience that I never got addicted to smoking weed,but then met my husband and flushed all of my stash as he was straight as an arrow and he wouldn't hear of his fiance smoking