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Possible damage to eyeballs from cocaine use

by NickA, Dec 25, 2002 12:00AM
Hi,



I have tried cocaine many times, but only in the last month or so have I been using it very frequently.  The rear part of my nose was ulcerated somewhat badly, but it just stopped.  I was getting strings of blood within my mucous on a daily basis until now.  I've been squirting mass quantities of Saline up through my nose, I guess it finally scabbed up and healed.  



My eyes, however, do not look that great.  They don't hurt, which I guess is a good sign - but if you roll them, right near the tear duct they seem to be permanently bloodshot and a little yellow.  The yellow color has cleared up a lot since I quit, but in the right eye there is what appears to be some darkness to the white of my eye (same location near the tear duct).  I haven't noticed any vision impairment compared to what my vision has been, and the eyeballs aren't hurting at all.  I was wearing 1-2 week contact lenses while I was doing the coke, but they've been removed for at least a week.  Just wondering if I need to see an eye doctor, or if my eyes will heal up.



One day they'll create a drug that actually emulates Dopamine and doesn't just rape your existing supply.  ;)



Any help would be appreciated,



Nick A
Member Comments (9)

by Bodymechanic, Dec 25, 2002 12:00AM
To: Nick
Im not sure what you mean by yellowing of the eyes.  I can tell you yellowing of the eyes is never a good thing.  Yellow oozing is almost always a sign of infection.  In your case, probably of the tear duct. This could easily spread to your brain causing encephalitis. Yellowing of the whites of the eyes is a sign of advancing liver disease.



If this problem is clearing up without any treatment, it may continue to do so.  Still, you should see a doctor a soon as possible.

by NickA, Dec 27, 2002 12:00AM
To: Bodymechanic
Hi, thanks for your response.



Additionally to my last question, I'd like to ask this as well: if I did have a viral brain infection or some sort of ocular problem, would I feel any intense pain or anything?  Would I feel nausea or any other related symptom?  I would assume that if I had some sort of serious condition, it would steadily progress for the worse and I'd experience some pain or discomfort/nausea or something.  I tend to be very psychosomatic (cocaine NOT being my drug of choice because of this).



Basically, I want to know whether I'm going to feel some sort of discomfort before I go full blown terminal ;)



Thanks for any response. ;)



NickA

by skipper, Dec 27, 2002 12:00AM
To: NickA
Nick:

for christ sake, get to your doc and have a liver pannel run! yel-

low eyes usually are the first sign of renal impairment! the good

newa would be...it's not your eyes....the bad news is it might be

your liver. coke and methadrine are a one way death trip!



please get it checked out andkeep an angel on your shoulder

kip

by johnbrownsbody, Dec 29, 2002 12:00AM
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by johnbrownsbody, Dec 29, 2002 12:00AM
To: Everyone/ disjointed /hippee
Sorry for sending this to this thread but I can't post to "docravings diminish thred" hope you dont mind..





First of all I'd like to say sorry as a newcomer to this forum for my aggressive behavior to disjoiteds comments.  My frustration turned into anger at others, I know you wre trying to help, so sorry again if I offended anyone.



Disjointed - your post later seemed to make sense, I have been to my aunts house and replaced most of the benzos, only keeping a few for emergencies.  She is a little senile so I'm hoping she won't notice.



Perhaps my feelings of depression are in fact caused by the difficulties of facing real life and its responsibilities.  After all life is pretty shitty sometimes lets face it.  I guess maybe I need to learn how to cope with it.



You aked if I  had tried detoxing/rehab, you are close to the truth - I don't feel like I can talk about it the way i feel right now.



You asked if I had been evealuated by profssionals before the implant - yes i had a psychiatric assesment as well as a medical one at the clinic.  Maybe I should go back and talk to them about getting some help with how i am doing right now.



Thanks to everyone for all your h elpful comments.



Peace!

Johnbrownsbody



PS: disjointed / hippee - what books can you recommend to help me through?

by johnbrownsbody, Dec 29, 2002 12:00AM
I am having real trouble posting - can anyone help me?

by hippy, Dec 29, 2002 12:00AM
To: jhons brown body
i hope you are well today,

what kind of books are you looking for

recovery, or fiction. or just something to

read to take your mind off life for a while



if you can't post

email me

***@****

by disjointed, Dec 29, 2002 12:00AM
To: Johnbrownsbody
Glad to read your post & I'm very glad that you didn't end up 'mouldering in your grave' after the benzo's & alcohol!



I'm going to try & post a proper reply under the 'cravings' thread.

by NickA, Jan 27, 2003 12:00AM
I just happened open this post that I posted a long time ago while looking for cocaine in google.com's search engine!  It's ironic and coincidental, and I'm doing coke again.  I don't understand why I do it.  It makes me feel HORRIBLE.  My nose is in a horrible state of permanent damage.  If you take a peek right inside the nostrils, it is all red with white infected bumps right where the hairs come out.  I'm gonna die, and I do care.  I don't want to die, but I don't know what to do.  I hate my life.  I guess I'm not the only one to go this way.  Bye.
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