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Are my W/D's gonna be bad? Thanks Doc Baddgirl
Chris
Thanks for listening
The poster "Rode" is also the poster "Motz" and "Mrs. Motz"
I just wanted you guys to be aware that this person is deeply disturbed...be careful.
Good luck!
~Ruthi
Yes, the butterfly has many aliases.
i have been trying to post a question for a couple of days.
so i thought i would try to do it in the comments area. I had a bad back injury when i was 13. i crushed 3 vertibre in between the shoulder blades, and my spine is slightly twisted now and my vertibre are out of alignment. i was nearly paralyzed. i spent a few months in PT and taking pain meds untill insurance ran out. i have had back pain ever since the injury. a few years after the injury i was hit by a car, but i never went to get it checked out becuase i was taking illigal drugs and was scared to get caught. i had been using just about every drug you could think of during my teen years. i managed to quit all the illigal drugs about 5 years ago. i about 2 1/2 years ago i started getting vics again fairly regularly. then i moved up to vic es. then to lorocet 10/650 and propoxy-N 100/650. i relized i was addicted to them when i managed to pick up my monthly prescrip early, and it only lasted 6 days. i had been getting 120 a month from the pain doc, and spending all of my money to buy more off the streets. i was taking about 12 of each kind when i had alot of them. i would panic when i would get down to 30 or so and i didnt have money for more. i tried to taper off but with no luck. i ran out about a month ago for 3 days and was taken to the hospitol throwing up blood. the er doc ran some test and gave me scrips for nausa and some more VICS!!
anyway i have been reading this forum for a few weeks. i dont have the money to go to a back specilist to see if anything can be done. but my pain specilist is fairly cheap. i have been off the opiates for 7 days now but i still have no energy and lots of pain. i am 25 years old and have been deppressed over all this. i been to the point of telling myself that if this is the best my life is going to get then it isnt worth trying anymore. and i feel that way on or off the drugs because of the pain. it never really goes away compleatly.
i just felt like i needed to type this in hear to see is there is anything that might be said to at least make me feel a little better. i havent been to work much in the last few months and lost my apartment.
sorry this is so long but i am new so i thought i would put everything i could in this one.
later
Slake Styx
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Jess
P.S.
"You write like the butterfly, and sting like a bee-
You'd better watch out-- You can't fool ME!" --Muhammad Ali's Brother