Are you sure your not me?

I am the same way down to the t. I cant handle it either and had the big supply before christmas.In fact I have been off work as of last fri and dont go backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment till the 2nd my plan was to use this time and the big supply I had to taper myself off.

Didnt work I just kept eatingAnorexia nervosa
Binge eating
Bulimia
Eating disorders - resources
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Sweating - absent and eatingAnorexia nervosa
Binge eating
Bulimia
Eating disorders - resources
Necrotizing soft tissue infection
Sweating
Sweating - absent like they were the ***@**** is killing me to I know I have a prob a big prob,

Not to mention shelling out $400.00 a week to street scum.

I made an appointment to get on the sub.I go on the 3rd,and if all is true about sub you and I should be able to kick this in the ass.

Good luck

I am on day 7.5 of a cold turkey withdrawalDelirium tremens.   I could never tell anyone in my familyBirth control and family planning
Choosing a primary care provider
Ewing’s sarcoma
Family troubles - resources... "I" am so addicted....I have an 84 year old mother that lives with me.  I have faked the "fluAmniocentesis
Atrial fibrillation/flutter
Cerebral spinal fluid (csf) collection
Culture - joint fluid (aspirate)
Fluorescein angiography
Flushable reagent stool blood test
Fta-abs
Gastroesophageal reflux disease
Gastroesophageal reflux in infants
Haemophilus influenza organism
Hiatal hernia repair" for the last week.



The last three days I've been weaning off of XanaxXanax
Xanax xr as well those Benzos are uglier than the HydrosHydro par
Hydro-pc ii
Hydro-tussin dhc
Hydro-tussin exp... I didn't know if I was coming or going.   I hated going to the Benzos for help but I had to sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
Insomnia concerns
Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep.  



The last week has been like I've had the worst stomachAbdominal pain
Abdominal pain diagnosis
Esophagus and stomach anatomy
Feeding tube insertion - gastrostomy
Gastric cancer
Gastric suction
Gastric ulcer
Ileus - x-ray of distended bowel and stomach
Nausea and vomiting
Roux-en-y stomach surgery for weight loss
Stomach fluAmniocentesis
Atrial fibrillation/flutter
Cerebral spinal fluid (csf) collection
Culture - joint fluid (aspirate)
Fluorescein angiography
Flushable reagent stool blood test
Fta-abs
Gastroesophageal reflux disease
Gastroesophageal reflux in infants
Haemophilus influenza organism
Hiatal hernia repair of my life.  FirstFirst progesterone mc10
First progesterone mc5
First-progesterone vgs 200
First-progesterone vgs 400 night with the shaking and chillsChills, runny noseNose fracture was the worse.... If you have an appointment for a Dr. who can put you on Suboxone that's great.  I never even heard of it 'til two weeks ago when I started reading.  What I'm trying to say is CTAbdominal ct scan
Ascites with ovarian cancer, ct scan
Bronchial cancer - ct scan
Cholecystitis, ct scan
Cranial ct scan
Ct scan
Ct scan of the brain
Hemangioma - ct scan
Hepatocellular cancer, ct scan
Intracerebellar hemorrhage - ct scan
Kidney and liver cysts - ct scan withdrawalDelirium tremens is not easy...it's sheer anguish especially if you were using for a long time.   I was doing 8 - 7.5's a day seems like forever... and if I had to go out and do something "extra" popping a few more now and then was something I did as well... I truly and earnstly am tired of worrying about these damn pills.   I just wanted out.   My girlfriend is paying $7 each for 1 pill of 10 mgs.   That's crazee ... but I know I was heading in the same direction.   I truly don't know how people are successful with the tapering method it surely is not for me.  And I still feel crappy.....



I don't know if there is any way to get off this stuff and just come off of it without anything.  



I know and fully understand the mentalMental retardation
Mental status tests anguish you are in.



Keep your resolve to get off one way or the other.



God Bless

Gip

I am detoxing useing Sub. Am on day 4. I started taking 6mg in the morn and 6mg at night. Today I will take 2mg around noon. And two at night. Tommorow (if all goes well) will take 1mg in the mornn. and 1mg at night. Next day is just 1mg. This is a authorized rapidRapid shallow breathing Sub detox. Is it working? Yes so far. How do you get them? There are a list of Doctors who can script them and you can find out who in your state by going to the F & D web site...I think. I do have the list but it is at home in my city house and I am in the country detoxing. But there is a state by state list. Search for it. If you can not find it eamil me and later this day I will  call the other house and get the excat web address. Or you can do what Ferrtstell did. (check out her posts.) She just started calling Doc's in the phone book until she found one who could write forr Sub. Good luck and cheers.

I am detoxing useing Sub. Am on day 4. I started taking 6mg in the morn and 6mg at night. Today I will take 2mg around noon. And two at night. Tommorow (if all goes well) will take 1mg in the mornn. and 1mg at night. Next day is just 1mg. This is a authorized rapidRapid shallow breathing Sub detox. Is it working? Yes so far. How do you get them? There are a list of Doctors who can script them and you can find out who in your state by going to the F & D web site...I think. I do have the list but it is at home in my city house and I am in the country detoxing. But there is a state by state list. Search for it. If you can not find it eamil me and later this day I will  call the other house and get the excat web address. Or you can do what Ferrtstell did. (check out her posts.) She just started calling Doc's in the phone book until she found one who could write forr Sub. Good luck and cheers.

I am detoxing useing Sub. Am on day 4. I started taking 6mg in the morn and 6mg at night. Today I will take 2mg around noon. And two at night. Tommorow (if all goes well) will take 1mg in the mornn. and 1mg at night. Next day is just 1mg. This is a authorized rapidRapid shallow breathing Sub detox. Is it working? Yes so far. How do you get them? There are a list of Doctors who can script them and you can find out who in your state by going to the F & D web site...I think. I do have the list but it is at home in my city house and I am in the country detoxing. But there is a state by state list. Search for it. If you can not find it eamil me and later this day I will  call the other house and get the excat web address. Or you can do what Ferrtstell did. (check out her posts.) She just started calling Doc's in the phone book until she found one who could write forr Sub. Good luck and cheers.

I know exactly what you are going thru in ref. to making the decision to go thru the suboxon detox, I had been on percocetsPercocet 10/650 for 4 yrs, when I decided that it was time to put this overbearing medicationAllergic reactions to medication
Drug allergies
Drug-induced hypertension
Getting a prescription filled
Home pharmacy
Inhaler medication administration to rest and carry on with my life. I spoke with my Doc and told him it was time and could he help me. He sent me to a painAbdominal pain
Abdominal pain diagnosis
Acupuncture and pain
Ankle pain
Anterior knee pain
Back pain - low
Bone pain or tenderness
Breast pain
Causes of painful intercourse
Chest pain
Chronic pain - resources mngt specialist who specializes in Suboxen detox, who told me of the process and did allow me to prepare myself for the program at my own pace. After a few more months of deliberating with the percs I set my appt with the pmPremenstrual syndrome
Relieving pms doc to begin my suboxone detox. I was glad when they told me that it would be another month before I could get in because, although I wanted off of them, they were my best friend for 4 yrs. and letting go was like going thru a bad divorce not to mention the fearFears and phobias of the painAbdominal pain
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Ankle pain
Anterior knee pain
Back pain - low
Bone pain or tenderness
Breast pain
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Chronic pain - resources from withdrawl. I checked into a motel near the center and started my detox-withdrawl. I was at least confident that I had suboxone to fall backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment on and was told that I would feel really good once the suboxone was on board, 24 hrs later I returned to the clinic in full opiat withdrawl and was given my 1st dose of suboxone ( so called rescue med.) I did feel pretty good once he upped the dose from 4mgs to 8mgs. Then I felt like I could climb Mt. Everest. I came home the next day ( 2 hrs away from the center)  with great hopes that this was going to be my ticket out, that night I fell into a spell of majorMajor tears
Major-con withdrawl on the suboxone, and called my pmPremenstrual syndrome
Relieving pms doc who acted like he didnt care, and for someone in that position that was a blow to the mind, especially since he didn't act that way before I started this. He waited till I payed my bill. I stayed on the subox for 4 more months and infact just took my last dose christmas day., after weening off of them. I have been in full withdrawl every since. Each day is getting better but this is exactly why I did the subox in the firstFirst progesterone mc10
First progesterone mc5
First-progesterone vgs 200
First-progesterone vgs 400 place so I didn;t have to go thru the withdrawl symptoms, I can't say I wouldn't recomend the subox therapy to you but I still experienced the withdrawl and didn't have the support of my pmPremenstrual syndrome
Relieving pms doc while I was going thru it. I can't imagine not having familyBirth control and family planning
Choosing a primary care provider
Ewing’s sarcoma
Family troubles - resources support of the fearFears and phobias of not having it as you do. But you must be honest with your familyBirth control and family planning
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Ewing’s sarcoma
Family troubles - resources inorder to have the support you need to get thru this, You can not AND I MEAN CAN NOT go it alone, You will relapse if your not forthright with your familyBirth control and family planning
Choosing a primary care provider
Ewing’s sarcoma
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Family troubles - resources backing me 100 percent. You would only be doing yourself an injustice to do this alone as well as your familyBirth control and family planning
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Ewing’s sarcoma
Family troubles - resources. I recommend you give it a shot and tell them the truth. I only say this from experience because I have been there too. I was sneaking the pills and taking much more than I let on. Until one day I knew it was time to come clean inorder to gain my familyBirth control and family planning
Choosing a primary care provider
Ewing’s sarcoma
Family troubles - resources's support. You see my familyBirth control and family planning
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Ewing’s sarcoma
Family troubles - resources wanted me off of them as we all watched my mother die from her addictionDrug abuse and dependence. She had been on them for 15 yrs after she underwent bypassHeart bypass surgery
Heart bypass surgery - series surgeryAbdominal wall surgery
Before and after corneal surgery
Brain surgery
Carotid artery surgery
Carotid artery surgery - series
Cataract removal
Cataract surgery - series
Cervical cryosurgery
Cervix treatment - cryosurgery
Congenital heart defect corrective surgery
Corneal surgery and also became addicted. When she died she weighed 65 lbs. Her liverAmebic liver abscess
Bile produced in the liver
C-section
Cirrhosis
Cirrhosis of the liver
Delivery presentations
Donor liver attachment
Gallium (ga.) scan
Hepatic hemangioma
Hepatic ischemia
Hepatocellular carcinoma was destroyed and she was consistantly constipated and toxins filled her body, she quit eatingAnorexia nervosa
Binge eating
Bulimia
Eating disorders - resources
Necrotizing soft tissue infection
Sweating
Sweating - absent because well nothing out, no room for anything else so she just quit eatingAnorexia nervosa
Binge eating
Bulimia
Eating disorders - resources
Necrotizing soft tissue infection
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Sweating - absent all together, but sadly enough I fell right into myself after a dentalDental cavities
Tooth abscess procedure left me in cronic painAbdominal pain
Abdominal pain diagnosis
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Anterior knee pain
Back pain - low
Bone pain or tenderness
Breast pain
Causes of painful intercourse
Chest pain
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Anterior knee pain
Back pain - low
Bone pain or tenderness
Breast pain
Causes of painful intercourse
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Anterior knee pain
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I have a question if this post is active and there is anyone out there that may know.  My boyfriend has been getting suboxone off the street for along time.  He has an addictionDrug abuse and dependence to oxys.  He has recently come clean as he has found a continual supplier of subs and plans to decrease dose and get off everything.  The last sub he got was only for 1/2 the sub and so he has ran out.  Last night and this weekend I am pretty sure he was on coke Sat. and oxy SunActinic keratosis
Fontanelles - sunken
Liver spots
Sun protection
Sunburn
Sunburn first aid
Sunken fontanelles (superior view) and this morning going through withdrawalDelirium tremens and took the last two suboxone for work today.  He says he plans to get more to hold him over till the new prescription that is a complete 1 month and then begin the rapidRapid shallow breathing detox.  He denies being on anything other than suboxone but I feel pretty confident he did the coke this weekend and was pretty antsy yesterday till about 8:00 then started the noding off till sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
Insomnia concerns
Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep at night inwhich he woke up covered with sweatSweat electrolytes
Sweat test
Sweating
Sweating - absent and this morning feeling like he had the fluAmniocentesis
Atrial fibrillation/flutter
Cerebral spinal fluid (csf) collection
Culture - joint fluid (aspirate)
Fluorescein angiography
Flushable reagent stool blood test
Fta-abs
Gastroesophageal reflux disease
Gastroesophageal reflux in infants
Haemophilus influenza organism
Hiatal hernia repair... he went to work with the subs in handHand or foot spasms
Hand tremor.  He will not see a doctor about the subs because he thinks it to expensive but I don't see any hope in this rapidRapid shallow breathing detox he has planned.  Does anyone know about how suboxone or the lack of it can be sort of mixedMixed respiratory vaccine in when the other drugsChemical dependence - resources
Chemotherapy
Drug abuse
Drug abuse and dependence
Drug abuse first aid
Drug allergies
Drug induced hypertension
Drug rash on the back
Drug rash, tegretol
Drug signs and teenagers
Drug-induced hypertension to withstain from withdrawing.  ANd can it get you high because a couple of days he was taking 4 and said he felt he needed it.  Please respond.