Hang in there, hero! advice so far sounds about right - any way to get some physical help? ER? find an anchor if you can - a song, a picture, a perfume, a view of the sky... we're all with you...
LS I responded to your post way down below - if you can't find it lemme know and I'll rewrite up here... nefesh
I need you to fight this with everything you have deep within you...I am trying to kick too... I have to know and see this can be done... No temporary high is worth living in this freaking hell... I know you know that... Hang in there.
thanx so much all,,,pretty tough today but I just ate a half of a english muffin and now paying for it!!but slowly getting there !!!I am 43 year old nurse with a daughter in med school nd I am an addictttttt,,,,,rel **** huh well,,,,,,,thanks for all the support,,luv you all,,,I will be determined ti stay strong in 2007.....bugsy
bad bad day tomorrow is day 4
Oh lordy sweetie... I sure do feel for you. Only thing I can say to you is...it will get better.
Why don't you try to get to the ER and THEY WILL GIVE YOU SOMETHING to get you over the worst of it..some of the list you just typed seemed pretty heavy duty to me. I'm not even in a position to tell you whether a C/T withdawal from any of the list can do physical damage.
Honestly, you can get some help and feel more at ease and not as much discomfort. Try to get yourself to the Emergency Room...
Let me know how you make out
Gip
I can't give you any info either, other than going to the ER like gipsee said. She's right about them giving you something to help you through the worst part of it. But, please do go because sometimes there can be convulsions, and other dangerous things.
I know you want off the drugs and that's great. Just do it safely. Don't leave yourself open to more symptoms of w/d than you have to.
I'm glad you have come this far. Please keep us posted so we know how you're doing.
Take Care and Hugs.....LS
Oh Bugsy,please don't try to do this alone!Even if you have to find an ER thats out of the way do it.It pains ME so bad to hear all the pain YOU are in! Please,please get some help if you think that you need it.But only you knows what you can handle.Hopefully,tonight you will get some rest and tommorow will be better.IT WILL GET BETTER!!Please keep in contact,I'll be rooting for you!