I feel ya, man. Its such a sweet surrender, huh? Withdrawal is like taking a crawl through hell. You are strong! This is a piece from one of my favorite songs...
___________________________
You take me in
No questions asked
You strip away the ugliness
That surrounds me
Are you an angel
Am I already that gone
I only hope
That I won
It is amazing how much drugs deaden all the senses I could smell everything and taste again and then the emotions poured in and I did feel more human then a walking zombie! you are getting through the worst I am happy to hear you could work! I would love to work, but still having tempertantrums maybe in a month or 2 hugs and a pat on the back to you!
Hey Lisa! I sure do, and sending some back at ya!!
It is amazing how much clearer everything is. My mind is sooo clear, I want to just get going soooo bad. When im sitting I cant really tell there is anything wrong, but when I go to walk I feel like 10 tons LOL.
That is great lyrics!
I tell ya the HELL was worth it! I believe it is all attitude, if you really want it. Im really proud of you too, you and the ones that went down this path were my inspiration. Couldnt have done it without knowing the unknown.
Nothin to be afraid of thats for sure, just some real uncomfortable few days, then things turn for the good!
My inspiration was simple, my addiction no longer held a place in my life. My daughter knows everything. Take a sec and read what just happened with her. the post about children...SAPPY.
It's ABSOLUTELY made me cry, and made my whole day brighter. She watched as I went through withdrawals. I explained it to her, and she and my boyfriend held my hand my head, whatever I needed. And this forum, all 3 things=success for me. I will never go back!!!!!!!!!
Lisa
Hats off to you hun!! Way to go!!