Wow Cole I can't believe how much you did!  Is that what u wanted to hear? Is that why your bragging about how much u did? Seriously even if people have done less then u, they still have the right to post about any pains or drama their having, it might be the difference between them gettin high or not.  Honestly sometimes people need to just b#@h about their problems sometimes to make it through the day without drugs. I have done more ocs then probably anybody on this forum but if they are having a rough time on a small amount I still try to help them and never try to act like they don't have the right to feel bad. I'm assuming u really haven't hit rock bottom or gone through to much otherwise u wouldn't be trying to clown people. If u actually really ever been through tough times u probably would be more humble. Honestly I never tried to clown or brag to anybody about how much I did but I'm gonna do it to u because u need to be put in your place. U think snorting 10.5 is something that no one else has done and that it commands respect, I like how u set personal records for yourself so you can tell other people. Lol. Honestly I'm not trying to brag here but I'm going to tell u, so u can stop thinkin you have the worst addiction ever. Listen, I was shooting 20 80mg pills a day. I was shooting 4 80mg pills in one needle.  My doctor told me that the symptons I was describing were od symptons and that I would probably die in 3 months if I didn't stop. I really hope u get off these pills but if u keep thinkin you have the worst addiction in the world and keep being proud of it you'll never recover.  Seriously u only been on it since September? Stop now then because longer the use, worst the withdrawal. I been cold turkey for 23 days and 1 relapse and I still feel like sh$t! Sorry for dissing u, but it is rude to disrespect people on this forum. Their were some people on this forum that were on 60mgs a day but their stories helped me and then their is people on this forum that been through methadone wd, and that sh#t is worse then what I'm going through. Yo fam open your ears and your mind.