Does he know about your problem.  I may have missed that.

I was wondering the same thing, but to get rid of thebad voodoo posts, my husband usually doesnt read this but catches tid bits if we are talking, just tell him like you said its like a journal and kinda personel a way for you to get things off your chest about your addiction and that you are trying to help others good luck

Yes, i did come clean to him about the addiction! He had threatened to take my babygirl from me if i didn't stop, here I feel as though i can tell you guys anything, he really doesn't understand at all!!! I mean so I did come clean with him, but I'm afraid of his reaction of knowing that i messed up you know!! And then i do talk about alot of different things on here, he'd get mad over that too!! And I don't need him running his mouth right now!!
strictly me

I wait until my man and kids leave because my kids are nosey my daughter says im keeping secrets so what, my kids know about my drug probelems but dont need every detail, and you are trying to get clean he should be proud of you so you slipped, messed up little my self last nite I should have just stayed on here to get the support from my new friends dont worry you will be ok!!!

Your stacking! And you need to stop.  You are worried about us, your baby, your job you boyfriend and then you.  Let's see that 5 things.  Pick one.  Just one.  Which one will solve the problem the fastest.  YOU! So worry about you.  You are connected to the baby. That's next.  The last thing you need is to slip up again.  
Now, with medical reason there is no judge in the world that is going to take away your baby because you take medication.  FEAR is false evidence appearing real.  Don't bring it toward you.  Take a deep breath.  
You can do this.   You will do this.  You have done this.

About your earlier question of occuping my mind.  It runs non-stop when I'm not medicating.  I have 2 draws of words I've cut out phrases, pictures things like that from magazines.  Then I paste them together and wallpaper the wall.  I think I started this because while medicating I was not expressing and it has to come out.  
Here is a favorite one I stenciled on my sons wall
You were born with potential
You were born with goodness and trust.
You were born with ideals and dreams.
You were born with wings.
You are not meant for crawling, So Don't
You have wings
Learn to use them and fly.
Rumi.

I dont think there is a way to erase or get rid of past posts. They go into the archives. If you are that worried about it though, just make sure you delete the history on your pc before shutting it off. Go to internet options then delete the temp files and cookies. This will make it harder for him to see what you have been writing.

Does he know which name you use? If not how will he know hwat posts are yours and which ones arent.

Now even though I told you how to do that, I dont think it is right to do. By keeping secrets and decieving him you are ruining his trust.

I am on the his side when it comes to that, because my ol man always lies and trys to hide stuff on the net. He goes to personal sites and tried to delete the things, but I know how to look up what hes done even though he thinks hes gotten rid of everything, there are some things I know about the hard drive that he doesnt. :) Good for me, not so much for him, because I always bust him. You see when he gets high, he has an obsession with chat rooms and watching and talking to other women on cam, and it just makes me so mad, and it hurts really bad too, but I know its the drug making him act that way.

So even though I told you how to get rid of some of the evidence, I dont really recommend it. Perhaps you could explain to him that you just come here to vent your frustrations out because you dont feel comfortable talking to anyone you know at home. That way you dont ruin the trust that you have between you two. Just a thought.

He already found it all!!! See theres a thing though, he looks at porn, and he has written females on myspace before, saying things he shouldn't have! I'm not doing anything decieving but writing to you's (who make me feel so much better and stop my cravings) But he knows everything now, and I do feel a little bit better. He wasn't as understanding at first, but i let him know what he was doing wrong, which at first I wasn't sure, until i found this site and seen how supportive everyone here was!!! THANK YOU FOR YOUR ADVICE AND CONCERN!!! By the way, I tried to fix it, I had it to where you couldn't see any of the web addresses, you had to type everything in, but like you, he knows way more about computers then I do!!! Made me feel stupid!! And as far as the name, its my daughter and I's initials....so he knew!!

OMG that is what my ol man does. Him and his porn, and then the myspace thing. He also likes the yahoo chat rooms though. It disgusts me to no end. Maybe you should start snooping around on his accounts to see what it is he is doing, then if he finds out ask him how he likes being decieved.

Well, ummmm.... i kind of did that before!! that's why he was so upset that i acted the way i acted over this site. but the thing is...one day when he was on myspace, when we both first made our accounts, we were BOTH sitting at the computer, i was showing him something he could do on there, and i said no babe you go to sent msgs. He went there, and I seen some hot chick he had wrote!!!! Yea