Hey friends, it's good to be back, I was really starting to miss coming on here but I didn't want to use my girlfriend's comp to get on here because 1) i didn't want her parents to find out about my drug use because they think i'm the perfect guy for their daughter and I haven't done anything before to defy their trust, and 2) I wanted to see if I could go the whole weekend with just my girlfriend as my crutch instead of this in case for some reason I'm not able to get online and can only talk to her about it, which I realized I can because..

I HAD AN AWESOME WEEKEND!! No w/d's that i could notice or at least attribute as actual w/d's and not just getting sick, which I am.. :( But anyway,

I spent the weekend just hanging out with the love of my life and just enjoying each others company. While i'm at college I am 3 hours away from her so I only get to see her every 2-3 weeks, which sucks because I miss her like crazy sometimes, especially when I feel dope sick.

I talked to my best friend from high school who is also recovering from Hydro but also Methadone and Heroin(snorting, not injecting) and I guess he's on Suboxone now and is doing well with that, but when I told him about my plans to flush my remaining Norcos on saturday(my 20th birthday) he was all like, "Or you could just give them to me.." It kind of made me sad that he was doing so well in his recovery but still wants to get high a lot. It's disheartening and frustrating and it kind of makes me think that I'll end up the same, cravings I cant handle.

Anyway, that was my weekend. I'm finally clearing the hill!