You sound like me...god forbid we waste a pill. Hey you sound like you have a good head on your shoulders. Hang in there. You can do it.
Peace~
Thanks for the response. I know that once I get through the w/d's Ill be fine, so Im not to worried about getting pregnant so soon afterwards. What I dont understand is that I was on painkillers for 8 years straight due to a brain tumor and had no problems getting off them then, but this time I am on them for 10 months and am going through this. I hate it!! I did really good all day today. Instead of taking an oxy this afternoon I took 1 1/2 percocet, then tonight I burned my finger really bad cooking dinner and slipped up and took more than I have for a long time and to make matters worse I took the oxy/percocet that I normally take and the requip all together and didnt swallow the oxy and accidentally bit into it. Now Im really freaked out because I swallowed it bitten into instead of spitting it out (god forbid I should waste an oxy) and actually got a buzz from it. Oxy doesnt normally affect me that way, and I never understood what the bid deal about oxy was. Now I know! UGHHHHHHH!
I WILL GO BACK TO MY TAPER TOMORROW!
Xanax will ease the anxiety of withdrawal, as well as relax you and allow you to sleep. If you bring it up, she might prescribe either it or Valium.
If I were you, I would put off getting pregnant until you are completely off every medication. Give your body some time, don't rush anything, especially that. It's for the better. It's good to have something to motivate you to get clean.