Hey they say you become like those that you hang out with.  You need to be around positive people with great attitudes and  winning spirits.  I'm sorry you are no longer getting what you need here.  You have provided a great sense of comfort for so many of us on this forum.  I will miss you.  I have pulled a stone I hope you get it.  This is for real. Separation upright.  This is a time of separating paths.  Old skins must be shed, outmoded relationships discarded.  When you receive this Rune a peeling away is called for.  Part of the Cycle of Initiation, Othila is a Rune of radical severance. The appropriate action here is submission and quite possibly, retreat, knowing how and when to retreat and possessing the firmness of will to carry it out. Real property is associated with Othila for it is the Rune of acquistion and benefits.  However, the benefits you receive, the Inheritance, may be derived from something you must give up.  This can be particularly demanding when what you are called upon to abandon is some aspect of your behavior, a part of your cultural Inheritance.  For then you must look closely at what, until now you have proudly claimed as your birthright.  Whether it is your attachment to your postion in society, to the work you do, or even to your beliefs about your own nature, the sepeartion called for will free you to become more truly who you are.