A very big part of me, the old me, us very happy for you and I hope to one day be like that again but I have to be honest and say that I read your post and got angry that I no longer know what those days feel like......
At my advanced age...the pork chops and mac and cheese...are what really sound interesting.
Is your guy willing to share his recipe?
GEORGE
girlybuff I'm sorry if I upset you, I wasn't trying to "rub" anyones face in my own happiness, and trust me I don't feel all better by any means, but I put my heart and mind into having a good time last night and put the *BS* on the back burner for the night. If you are commited to getting better days/nights like that will come again, you deserve to have them, and you will.
George: Mac and cheese is as follows.... (not his own recp got it from friends of ours) Boil noodles, drain water, add 1 can of cream of mushroom soup (not cooked) to noodles, shred colby, pepper jack, and sharp chedar cheese (tillamook cheese if you have it in your area)layer noodles and cheese and put in over on about 250 until golden brown....
add a little milk and butter to noodles and soup too
I AM VERY HAPPY FOR YOU and I can see that there is hope but right now I am at my 21rst hour of no pills and I want to kick everyone's ass so to speak.
Please keep posting happy thingd. I hope to one day be able to post them too.
As I sithere and stare at my pill supply trying to thik of ways to take just one to ease the pain or try to figure out a way to lay them all out again to start another tapering schedule or to just start taking them againa nd have a good night with the awards on and the snow coming and then get to a dr this week.... I feel empowered by what you wrote and I've also BEGGED Jesus for help and I think he is giving it to me.
Wow, is he still sleeping...lol