mornin all well the days are alot better.the best thing is im hungry all the time now must be trying to gain 10lbs back i lost last week.got out of the house and went and seen my oxy connection last night[not for fix]just to visit.shes a good friend i told her i can do them anymore so dont call me when you get them.she so funny she said i dont get them anymore. ive known her all my life so i know shes not gonna give them to me anymore.just wanted to cover my ass in case of relapse.im a strong guy so i really dont think i will.[but just in case i cover my butt].i will say one thing it feels good to have my life back.i feel so much better,other than not sleeping well.every post in here is what gives me the strength to keep going.im starting round 6 with devil,ill give the devil the first 2 rounds but i knocked him down in rounds 4,5 i think by round 14 ill knock him out for the count.[i like the boxing terms for my days clean]i know everyones different but stay strong you will beat it. just i am.i called my doc and told him idont want any more narcs,called my oxy people and told them not to call[both are friends so iknow there not gonna hook me up any more]and tell someone about your proplem.im so glad my wife is beside me she makes me strong