DAnthrope

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Honestly I did it in my house. I honestly don't know how I made it through ct. I really don't. Maybe cause I was broke or just to weak to get anymore. I mean it was gettin to the point where I was so crazy I could not leave my house cause the anxiety and paranoia was so bad. I did not leave my house for a month because it was hell to walk. I don't know when I screwed up I only screwed up for one day and thats it. I didn't keep going for days on in. I really don't know how I made it through.

ScottQuit021907 · Answer

Man, I was reading on that. That's insane. You were actually INJECTING 1600 mg/d and managed to quit c/t? I can see how it took 2+ months to recover from that. You're my hero. That's awesome and should serve as a testament to anyone who doubts he/she can do it.

oneway · Answer

thanks man. I was seriously messed up. but it means a lot to me that someone aknowledges what I been through.

ScottQuit021907 · Answer

I will certainly remember your story because of the sheer numbers involved!

oneway · Answer

the docotors said if i kept going at it like that I would probably od because I kept telling them about od symptoms. I spent 50 grand in a month on oc's. Its honestly scary to think about ever going back to those times.

ScottQuit021907 · Answer

That's serious sh1t. Tell me ... doesn't injecting make opiates several times more powerful? I read somewhere that morphine is much more potent when not taken orally.

oneway · Answer

it definetly makes it hit you all at once. I know that much. I mean you get a huge blast and then its gone. Thats why injecting gets so addictive because you get addictted to the blast. Morphine makes me feel like i'm gettin pins and needles, I don't like it.

ScottQuit021907 · Answer

Well, for some reason I really did like it. I don't remember pins and needles, either. I actually had an incredible amount of energy while in maintenance mode.

I think I came close to OD a few times as well. When I vomited from taking too much too fast or looked in the mirror and barely saw my pupils, it was kinda scary. Another reason I quit.

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