WELL IT SEEMS NO ONE IS ON TONIGHT . LOOKS LIKE LAST NIGHT WAS BUSY. WELL GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE.HOPEBALL IS WELL!
guilt fuels our addictions so try not to get down on urself.if u feel up to it re plan a new taper schedule.dont throw out the baby wif the bath water.u did sum great work tapering down to 3 pills p/d.u can do it again.addicts are especially vulnerable to relapse during the emotional roller coaster that is dtox.if nursing sum1 else thru their addictions is comprimising ur recovery then the price is too high.take care of urself first and the rest will follow.good luck.
Hey if you're around again this morning, let's chat a bit.
I agree with hellc@mst though - you absolutely MUST put yourself above all others if you have any hope of beating this thing (oh, as a father of 2, I will clarify that your children are the obvious exception to this!!! I guess I take that as a given - but as for others, even siblings/spouses/parents - they must come second).
And not to repeat the entire reply(!) but that guilt thing is so very true.
One of the aspects of the addiction is that emotional orgasm you have during the high, which seems to wash away emotional pain like guilt (which is really a form of self-loathing). But it only lasts such a short while, and it's gone like the wind and you're left with more intense guilt/anguish than before. I'm sure that's nothing you don't already know.
If you're around - I'm here if you need to chat.
Peace
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