I can taste it

Question

For a fleeting moment I could "taste" what I had last week.  I want to quit and I want to fight for it.  I WANT TO FIGHT FOR ME.  I AM WORTHY of love and affection...and a sober life.  I deserve a chance at that inner peace that RECOVERY holds.   Now I have to WORK FOR IT.
Peace~

Guess this is relevent to me because I had signed off and packed my laptop up.  Turned on music,was "participating in life " as well as I can...which is taking a shower, vacuuming.  And then, WAM it hit me.  This is want I want!   I want this **** out of my life.  I not going to be a chicken anymore!  I want to have a healthy me...so I had to share that.  I unpacked everything, plugged into the net,to tell you all that I WANT THIS AND I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS SERIOUS and a taste of the good life....whew, I wan't it back.

Peace~

tink1517 · Answer

THATS MY "GIRL"!!!!!!!!

we all have the want in us, but you dear, have finally come the see the light at the end of the tunnel...

you are doing sooo amazing, your a fighter (you can see it in your words) now get to fighting, LOL


luv ya girlfriend,
tink

Marce4 · Answer

Sounds like you've come a long way...when I first met you here, you sounded defeated but not quite ready...you sound more motivated then ever...You did it before and you can do it again but this time it sounds like you are not afraid of recovery!!! You go Creek!!!!
Peace to ya,
Marcie

I can taste it

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