Hey peeps, been a really rough 10 days & in my heart of hearts I knew I should be here finding support, but then again all I wanted to do was scream, cuss and kick like a 3 year old. I am not feeling much better, got all that plus depression. I have been tapering from the oxy under Dr's order. Moved down from 80mg to 40 & now 10 the last few days (2 days managed none).Been using the Norco (10/325) in replacement (Dr advice) but it just isn't doing it for me, I am so angry inside. Then there is the feeling like a flippin' hipocrate. How can I be here encouraging others they can do it, their doing great and it gets better when I have basically just traded one drug for another. Hubby, asks if I have maybe been pushing it, the taper that is, but sh!t I WANT IT NOW DAMN IT. I can't take the depression, I can't handle the urge, sh!t forget urge I can't handle the kicking of my legs. I don't know what is stronger, mental or physical. I am taking these damn Norco & it isn't even making me feel normal. **** at least when I was taking 1 Norco & 2 oxy a day I was feeling somewhat "normal" now i can take 3 Norco & 1 oxy & still feel like sh!t. My only "look how good your doing" feeling is looking at my bottle of oxy and seeing 50 pills left (it was a 60 fill) & I am due for another refill in a week (month supply) which means I won't need an oxy script next week. But I hate what I feel I hate that the Norco isn't doing a damn thing it seems. God Help Me. Today my 12 year old says "mommy when you think your gonna feel better so we can go on walks together" WTF is wrong with me?