I feel really bad for you for two counts.
I blew my back out too and pain was terrible.
Getting off strong pain meds W/Ds are terrible.
Throw in depression and no sleep and your a mess.
I hope that the doctor can help you I had to be admitted for help, I failed on my own at home....
good luck to ya,,,,,,,
Thank you for your support. I always thought I was a strong person. I'm a little woman, about 5'3", 115 lbs. and years ago I could drink grown men under the table. But I gave drinking up in 1996. In 1997, I quit smoking after many, many attempts. But this wd from the oxy is about to wipe me out. And I'm starting to think I put myself thru this for nothing. Because I'm beginning to think I'd rather be an addict, than in such pain.
Thanks again for your concern,
Yodes