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Day 12

Wow Yesterday was a tough day. I was doing good but then got an email back from an online pharmancy. I had sent it in on my second day.. dumb.. I know, but my mind was crazy with WD. I feel better today that I know.. number one, I am not getting them, and number two - I don't want them. For all of you who are starting out... I did not think it was possible to live with out pills. The WD are gone but the cravings are here to stay. I don't think about them 24 hours but some days 12 hours and others 6. Over time this will pass. I came clean with my family and my fiance made a comment last night that I thought was iteresting. He is a nurse and sees this happen all the time. I had terrible stomache pains from not going the bathroom. (He told me the Vics do that to you.) Now I am getting back to normal. Also, I seem more alive. I thought the pills made me have energy. I walked outside today and can actually smell the fresh air. I was too foggy to notice things like that. It may sound strange but it is true.
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Congratulations on your progress.  You have some pleasant surprises ahead...I assure you.

GEORGE
Week 6
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To me it frequently seemed like I had switched from viewing the world on an old, small B&W TV with dust covering the screen, to viewing it on a brand new, squeaky-clean, wide-screen HDTV.  This aspect seemed to reach its peak intensity at about 6 months - everything stays that vivid, but it's just not overwhelming now.

People in sustained Recovery frequently talk about peeling away another layer of the onion.  I find that they are right.  I am more than a little amazed and grateful when I discover every few months that another layer is gone.  It's an amazing journey.
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It feels good to not have to worry about how many pills you have left, and how are you going to get more, and should I take one, or should I save it. Its a lot of stress worrying about those things
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Today is day 12 for me too; c/t from over 2 yrs of 480 mg of oxy, sometimes more.  I actually drove yesterday for the first time, I had been too weak to drive.  And I slept more than 2 hrs last night; I slept 5.  I still feel foggy and weak but it's getting better.  But the pain in my legs that I was taking it for has returned so I'm having a real dilemma.  Addicted or in pain?  I just don't know.  But I'm taking it day by day.
Congrats to you,
Yoda
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im day 14 actually ending day 14 2 weeks YEAH I DID IT.next goal 30 days. THANK GOD I GOT MY LIFE BACK!!!!     EVERYONE IS A WINNER WELCOME BACK TO THE REAL WORLD      the bowhunter   ending 2 weeks no pills  
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