Thanks for the comments. I guess you can say today is day one. I got up late again today but thats because last night I went out. Later today I went and picked up my girlfriend and we stayed in and cleaned house, filled the fridge with food and now I got work to catch up on. Feels good I guess to get those things out of the way. My friend called me today and asked if I wanted to go over to his place and eat special brownies and play xbox, luckly I turned him down. I really don't know how long I will be able to hold out. I think the problem is that I have quite a bit of bud around the house, too much to just flush away. I'm so tempted to just get out the bong and take a few hits before I start my homework but I need to break this damn habit. Seems like I have 2 people inside me, one's telling me to stop wasting time and do my **** and the other is telling me to relax, life is great just chill out and enjoy the buzz. I can honestly say that reading your comments is extremely helpful, I felt so alone and thought I was the only one but your words really do help and I now know that I can get this done and get back to my old self(as cheezy as it sounds) I'm kind of scared to go back to school, I feel my teachers are gona be pissed seeing how I always miss school. Hopefully they will see how serious I am if not I'll just get a few fake medical excuses haha.