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jenny07

I was catching up on old posts since I have been in migraine he11 for the past few days and I read your post about how you look at other people and wonder how they function without that warm fuzzy feeling. And I just laughed, I thought the same thing everyday at work, the grocery store, and when I picked up my daughter from day care. I STILL look at everyone and wonder in amazement how they have the energy to go to work AND cook dinner. I am lucky I get out of bed and get a shower and sit my butt down at work all day. Then I get home and to the couch I go. The housework, my husbands business paperwork, the bills (thank god for automatic payment) ALL need attention badly. Not to mention my 3 year old needs her mommy back. Will it ever end???
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Isn't that funny...how we all do tend to think alike? lol
I guess that's what kind of bonds us all together...we all understand one another's thoughts cuz we have had them ourselves.
Even when I don't understand MY OWN thoughts...lol..someone here can usually figure them out for me! lol
It ends......it does. I went throught w/d's bad when I first stopped taking them 3 and a half years ago when I found out I was pregnant. Then, I started up again when she was born. Stupid, huh?! But I did it anyway.
Then, I got pregnant again and my OB gave them to me for pain....and I didn't take very many cuz I was pregnant, but I still shouldn't have taken them at all. I just rationalized that my OB gave them to me, so it was ok.
Deep down, I knew better.
SO....now here I am, again....taking them and I shouldnt be.
I know I have to stop again.....but the memories of those w/d are not helping me with this decision I have to make..lol.
The w/d really only last 3 days..the physical ones anyway. At least thats how it was for me. Its just gonna be 3 days of hell that I am not looking forward to re-visisting.....But, I did this to myself........
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I bet I am still spelling it wrong..lol
I thought it read 'prgntnscared' meaning you were pregnant and taking pills and you were scared. So thats why i posted 'preg' back to you......
Sorry! I always do that........spell the name wrong......:::smacking forehead::::
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No, you are right pregnant and scared, that was totally me :) The first couple of times I quit taking the norcos I tried it C/T and man, that was the worst pain ever!!! Labor without meds would be easier. I started taking wellburtrin 1 week before I quit and did this while tapering. My last day I had 3 10mg's and I didn't really go below that except for 2 10mg's the two days before but I was waiting until the W/D's got really bad before I was going to take another. I waited, and waited, and they never came. It was so strange. I had some W/D but nothing serious, my tummy was upset but no diarrhea, and my legs were a tad restless but if I moved them they were fine, sleep was the only thing but I was still getting 5 hours. I am convinced the wellburtrin helped tremendously, cause that was the only thing I did differently. I can tell you that if I was not pregnant I would not be here on this forum or even thinking about quitting. It takes a strong person to quit because they need to quit so I envy you for taking that first step. Keep me posted on how things are going.
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192332 tn?1189755828
hang in there .it will all end.it just takes time.im on hour 48 c/t thinking when will it ever end too.but i know it will because this is not my first detox and i know how beautiful life is after the hell is over with.keep up the good work.RT
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Well, thank you for the support...but keep in mind I haven't made that first step yet....I"m still clinging to that warm fuzzy feeling......UGH.
I am thinking when would be a good time to quit..and I"m gonna go from there.
I have about 40 norcs left....I am probably gonna finish those and go C/T when they are gone...which, knowing ME will be in a couple of days.
I know the taper thing won't work for me.
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I think whether it's taper or c/t it's pick your poison - mild suffering for weeks / months or intense suffering for days / weeks. For jenny, who I believe is taking 30 to 40 pills a day, a successful and relatively pain-free taper could take months. People like myself don't have the willpower to successfully complete a long and protracted taper. They will just start seld-medicating again. Others are (rightfully) so frightened because of previous experiences with acute withdrawal that they will do anything to avoid that intense phase and thus prefer the taper method.
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Well, I've got 40 norcos left....and on the average, I take about 10- a day right now.
It was the 5/500's I was taking 30-40 of a day. For some reason, I dont know why, but I take alot less of the norcs than the 5's.
I mean, you would think if I was taking 40 5's a day, I'd be taking 20 norcs but I don't. Wierd, cuz 2 5/500's have the same hydrocodone as one norc does. But, for some reason....I don't take as much of them as the others.
So, how would I taper then? I mean, last time I quit I did it c/t but if you all think tapering is easier on the w/d's...then can someone give me an idea of how to taper off? Scott? Do I just start tomorrow by taking 1 norco in the morning instead of my usual 3?
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Hey- I know you didn't ask me :-) LOL but I'm offering to share my experience tapering.  If you can make the meeting tonight, we can make the "topic du-jour" be a how-to-taper primer.  I wrote a post to leeloo earlier with most of my advice, such as it is.  If you'd like more info, post to me. And if you can make the meeting, there's a post here where you can get on the list.

Peace
/D
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Hey, you have taken that first step - you want to try to quit! That's awesome! I don't care how you do it because, once you start your quit, all you have to do is keep your quit - one day at a time. And you should celebrate each day that you are free.

That said ...

If you have 40 pills and want to quit when you're down to zero, try this:

Day 1: take 8, 32 left
Day 2: take 7, 25 left
Day 3: take 6, 19 left
Day 4: take 5, 14 left
Day 5: take 4, 10 left
Day 6: take 4, 6 left
Day 7: take 3, 3 left
Day 8: take 2, 1 left
Day 9: take 1, 0 left

Of course, if I had 40 left and a 10 a day habit, I would probably quit in 4 days after taking 10 each day!
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177003 tn?1266270355
I really didn't have a choice. I'm on fentanyl pain patches and c/t would be impossible for me. I started on 100mcg's and went to 75mcg's, then to 50, then to a 25 plus a 12mcg. Today I went to the dr. and she cut it down to just a 25 patch. I didn't abuse the drugs so I don't have to deal with cravings. I was put on them for pain but I now longer have any.
I think it's up to the person. Some do better c/t and get it over with and some taper so they can adjust as they go down in dose.
I hope we all reach out goals,
Take Care....LS
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