You make me smile and I apprecite your advise. Thanks for the congrats I'm scared but 36 and need to move forward.
Anywho- I can manage myself and other things but my Bi-polar brings me so up and down the pills when I don't need them for pain keep me up. It is -----
Thanks again for lifting my spirits
Angel :)
Well I was in a car accident. There after I was diagnosed with guillian barre syndrome, an infection in the spine from a bad depo provera shot. i has RLS and i smoked for years. i have severe anxiety so now I havn't smoked in over a year. I have 1 child and am engaged to be married. Well i think that maybe it. I was a ck addict and a pt head, and always experimented.....
i have to run
i hope to talk to you soon
Angel
it is nice to hear from you. I was reading some stuff in the forum and it really scared me. What is all of the drama? I'm sure one day i will want to get clean. I really need to hear and have people. REAL PEOPLE in the same situation, like you are....and me too! I think onew day we will be on here and better. It is so hard to admit that there is something wrong. there is so much comfort talking to you. I thought I was the only one out there, with these problems. I really don't want to offend anyone I just need to talk. Thanks for the e-mail, yes we will dtay in touch. I rally enjoty talking with you. Happy Day!
i CAN REALLY REALTE. i HAVE TO HAVE MY PILLS....My daughter is now 16 and thank god is not into drugs but she hurts herself. I'm also disabled with severe anxiety and depression....I wonder why?????????????
I am so scared when I pick her up frrom school. If she has a bad day she will do terrible things to herself. I have 1 child. I don't even know how you do it. If I doid not have my wonder pills I know I could never make it. I really do suffer from sever pain, however on my good days they are my fix. I'm taking between 4-6 tabs of 650 lorcet daily. My stomache burns and I know that I'm hurting myself, I stopped before and suffered from headsaches. i just don't ewant to stop anymore. It really numbs reality.
God! this is like a journal, the benefiyt it answers back..... I'm hear for you and I understand having a troubled child and needing the numb......
ANGEL
Thanks for the info. You know.....I don't even want to stop.....I know in my heart that I do better with these pills. I love to talk and read and find support here. I will always write. I'm just scared and not ready. Counting my pills until the next refill. It's so nice to open up and admit my problem, no one else has to know..I feel safe here.
Angel :)
The theropy only made me worse, I have severe back pain. I guess it would depend on wat kind of pain patch he is wanting to give u...I had a friend just recently die from a morphine patch. So be careful!!!
God Bless u, and take care!!
This website is great!