WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON AROUND HERE???

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Youguys-I've been here oh about 5 weeks or so, only posted maybe 5-6 times-went to rehab with everyone's help (those who offered it) and now I am here TO STAY CLEAN AND NEED SUPPORT!!!  Come on people!!  Some of these post I am reading...WTF!!??  I am so very proud of all those who are trying, who are clean-getting there-etc-I typed this at almost 27 days clean off 65 HYDROS A DAY and I still feel HAPPY and FREE thanks to this board partly-I NEED all of you-please don't everyone leave!  I have no where else to go!  I can't afford to go to counseling or miss work for the NA meetings either-so I need all of you.  Especially the veterans who were here before me.  ALl I can say is Please disregard "the idiots" on here-just AVOID those names you do not like or TRUST-theres many more on here that truly need help like me still!!  Can't we get past this?  Sure I think some of these post are a disgrace to what this board SHOULD REPRESENT-but many more than others are people helping people-am I right??  Please-we need each other-this is not the board I found just weeks ago-I am struggling with emotions-please forgive if I came off strong-please lets stick together-I'm still so thankful to be here-be alive, and have your wisdom to read and share...

loveisamom · Answer

Wow-A carnival sounds so fun-I could use one of those rides right now!  Thanks for the positive notes-goodnight and you take care Clay-oxox

construction · Answer

Hey family hope all is ok, Just got back from the carnival(one of those small ones)and I had a great time w/wife and kids. When we were driving there my mind was telling me that i wouldnt have much fun because I  was clean but when i got on that zipper/chain saw ride, man was i happy.Its like a great feeling knowing there is life after addiction.Im gonna pray that those who are still struggling find that same peace.Love Clay TX  Day 18

loveisamom · Answer

Aww-Thanks Lady-feels good to read "wholesome stuff" around here huh?  I hope all is well with you-have a wonderful weekend everyone!  oxox

FLaddict · Answer

And sweetie I would do it again..in a second.

LadySundown · Answer

CONGRATULATIONS!! I'm so proud of you. Tonight we're walking on shaky ground, but our support is as strong as ever. I will answer when you post if I'm here. If I'm not, when I come later I will post then.

Take Care Please.....LS

loveisamom · Answer

WOW you two are something else!  =) 

FL-I'll NEVER EVER forget how you helped me that night, and yes, I remember it well.  I cannot believe someone I never even met could be so caring and loving-yes, I said LOVING-thats how it felt when I was all alone-I am here in part thanks to you.  oxox

Bear-I am so touched by your statements of support-please post more often.I first had to learn how to love myself before helping myself.  You are all a true inspiration to that here-Thanks to you too dear...oxox

Now wheres Rock at??  I need to give him some thankful huggs and kisses too...lol

PromisedLand · Answer

I've been reading here for several weeks and haven't posted in quite a while.  I'm glad to read from Loveisamom...I recall reading your story 5 weeks ago and have wondered
how things are going for you.

Fladdict, and others, I hope you don't leave.  Many of you are inspirations to many of us who are mostly read only.

Loveisamom, I'm pulling for you



BG

FLaddict · Answer

I am not going anywhere.. I am here for you... just like i was that first night... I am SOOOOOO proud of you by the way.. 
I am choosing to focus on the positves... i am now ignoring the craziness thats going on.. you should too.

WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON AROUND HERE???

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