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Just venting
Emotional mess.....The coming of the night of day 3 or 2 I dunno....I took my last dose Monday around 4 or 5ish.....and Im still pill free...Pot free too....which is HIGHLY frustrating...
I dont need to babysit tomorrow...but I've already lost 4 days in beadwork....which is even more frustrating....ya know..girl has gotta survive....so now I have 4 days to get this order done and out....FOUR DAYS...and I lost that...I have to ask for an extendtion.....I NEED TO...I will never get that done.....its not possible....So Im stressed out..
Now, I have to goooooooo all the way to town....to get my sleep aide...and I have no access to the car to do that...at all...Ya know, I watch her kids...I cook, I clean....I run around her errands that she cant do in a day..and I CANT USE THE CAR FOR MY PURPOSES? I mean thats a little unfair dont ya think?
NO one needs to respond I just needed to vent...I HATE going to be angry and its where my head has been at for two days now...and its driving me CRAZY......
At this point...if it were put in front of me...I WOULD NOT SAY NO, I'd probably ask for DOUBLE.....but I know I cant do that just because I am mad......well no chance of it happening anwyays so I will just pace back and forth until my legs give out and I get some sleep....
Night folks, sorry to vent and leave but Im annoyed and just dont give a **** right now....ya know?
I dont need to babysit tomorrow...but I've already lost 4 days in beadwork....which is even more frustrating....ya know..girl has gotta survive....so now I have 4 days to get this order done and out....FOUR DAYS...and I lost that...I have to ask for an extendtion.....I NEED TO...I will never get that done.....its not possible....So Im stressed out..
Now, I have to goooooooo all the way to town....to get my sleep aide...and I have no access to the car to do that...at all...Ya know, I watch her kids...I cook, I clean....I run around her errands that she cant do in a day..and I CANT USE THE CAR FOR MY PURPOSES? I mean thats a little unfair dont ya think?
NO one needs to respond I just needed to vent...I HATE going to be angry and its where my head has been at for two days now...and its driving me CRAZY......
At this point...if it were put in front of me...I WOULD NOT SAY NO, I'd probably ask for DOUBLE.....but I know I cant do that just because I am mad......well no chance of it happening anwyays so I will just pace back and forth until my legs give out and I get some sleep....
Night folks, sorry to vent and leave but Im annoyed and just dont give a **** right now....ya know?
I still here, just not having a good day, all i can say is it will pass, breath deep.
drug free reality sucks for us all in the begining, but i promise it gets better, im no longer posting or active on the other board, to much work going back and forth, besides i feel more at home here. (and also not 1 to open up to begain with)
Later
Choo
drug free reality sucks for us all in the begining, but i promise it gets better, im no longer posting or active on the other board, to much work going back and forth, besides i feel more at home here. (and also not 1 to open up to begain with)
Later
Choo
I know ya'll (yes south) are probably gone, but I am having a shitty day as well. No desire to even talk about it. Sorry your day sucks too. Maybe better tomorrow. Good luck.
glad your back, hubby, thought maybe you and wifey had gone and gotten yourselves a life or something. j/k hahaha
glad your back, hubby, thought maybe you and wifey had gone and gotten yourselves a life or something. j/k hahaha
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