Singha

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Hey thanks for writing and the support. Last night I was very sick and just plain tired and worn out. Everyone said I could vent and then I did, and got no responses back. I was just having a little pity party. Good luck with everything your doing great.

Marce4 · Answer

I just went back and read your post. I'm so sorry that you are emotionally drained but going back to the Percocets will only make your problems so much worse in the long run!  You are on what #day today?  Please think about it!  If you do pick them up, you know you will take them and how long will they last til you worry about the next rx?  It is a rollercoaster...I obviously can't make the decision for you but just look how far you have come!  Freedom from the pills is so much better than living for them! That is no life I could ever go back to!  It will get better!
Marcie

desertgirl · Answer

Thanks for responding. NO I am not going to pick them up. Sometimes, like most, I just wish for the pain to go away, I am on day 7 I think.

oxysbliss · Answer

Me too..

Congradulations....
I totally feel your pain...oh wait....that might be mine...but really I get it..it hurts and is so tiresome..

how many baths have you had today...Im on 3 ...going for lol 4...shortly...

Hang in there......

singha · Answer

I know the feeling sometimes you need a response right away or else you feel even more isolated and alone, but you are not alone. I sweat my ass off all night and now I am so damn cold and had 2 cups of tea to try to warm me up. I ran the baby to the Dr's and had to go to the bathroom sooo bad I couldn't wait to get home. I am thinking about not taking anything at all tomorrow to see if the wd's are much worse than this cuz they are pretty bad tapering. I can't wait to get in the tub later, I am going to sleep right in there. CHIN UP GIRLFRIEND.

desertgirl · Answer

The chin is up and thank you. I am about ready to take a hot shower once I stop going to the bathroom. Is that ever going to end?

singha · Answer

yea it does...maybe like 2 weeks

FLaddict · Answer

How are you...

Singha

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