Man when you figure it out let me know.I am in the same boat.

do u obsess over alcoholAlcohol and diet
Alcoholism
Alcoholism - resources
Breath alcohol test
Delirium tremens
Fetal alcohol syndrome do u fearFears and phobias running out will u do anything to get more ? can u go without

I quit drinking over 8 months ago. 20-30 beers a day was hard on me, but at least with beer, no matter how much I drank, I never had shakes or other severe withdrawalDelirium tremens symptoms. My advice - if you have to drink, try to stay away from the hard stuff. If you don't, it will make withdrawalDelirium tremens that much harder. Mostly I just had cravings when I quit. No real w/d to speak of. I was lucky I think. Still crave the he11 out of it ...

Hey toomany... hope you are doin' ok.  I meant to ask you, how old are you... just wonderin?  Take care, lil.

Scott - thanks for the good advise.  I will stay on wine, and beer only during the "processs of quiting...for now.

Tomany - No I do not obsess nor do I have a fearFears and phobias of running out.
As I said, I NEVER have cravings!  
BUT, when I start I cannot seem to stop.  This reason, is, I believe because experience euphoria, and when the "effect" wears off, drink more to stay europhoric for a longer period.  

I don't "think" that I am dependent, but I am not certain.

Should I stop drinking suddenly or gradually or simple cutCuts and puncture wounds backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment to one or two glass of red wine per day???

Maybe prohibition is a good idea....?

To Health

Recently, I have noticed short term memoryMemory loss
Mental status tests problems (when I stop drinking, this problems disappears).  I have vivid dreams, and nightmares.  Some of them so "real", that I wonder - did I really see my wife get out of bed?  In the morning I asked her, she said no.

My sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
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Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep is not deep REM, and I often awake in the middle of the night...withdrawl

One week ago my tongueTongue tie starting fisciculating (twitching) and tremoring after a night of TOO MUCH!  s this a withdrawalDelirium tremens symptoms.

I have a young, beautiful daughter, my wife is exception, and I am in international trade.  

I NEED HELP!

Where can I go?  NOT AAA pleased...I have read mixedMixed respiratory vaccine reviews!

I feel the same way as roof,,,,,

I used to be the same way, before I got pregnant. I didn't really consider myself an alcoholic because I didn't drink every day, not even every weekend, but when I did have a drink I couldn't stop until I was completely trashed. It is a form of alcoholismAlcoholism
Alcoholism - resources. Even though I would never dream of drinking during the day or on a weeknight, I had no control once I took that firstFirst progesterone mc10
First progesterone mc5
First-progesterone vgs 200
First-progesterone vgs 400 drink. No such thing as a drink or two for me. Well, now I have control, thankfully. I have had one glass of red wine 3 times since I've been pregnant, and didn't have anymore. If I wasn't pregnant however the bottle would have been history. I guess the key for people like us is to not start in the firstFirst progesterone mc10
First progesterone mc5
First-progesterone vgs 200
First-progesterone vgs 400 place. Try to find another stressArds (acute respiratory distress syndrome)
Broken bone
Exercise stress test
Fetal heart monitoring
Post-traumatic stress disorder
Respiratory distress syndrome (rds) in infants
Stress and anxiety
Stress echocardiography
Stress formula with iron
Stress gastritis
Stress incontinence reliever, like exerciseAerobic exercise
Aging and exercise
Asthma
Benefit of regular exercise
Bone-building exercise
Diabetes and exercise
Exercise - a powerful tool
Exercise - dress appropriately
Exercise and age
Exercise and weight loss
Exercise can lower blood pressure. Easier said than done, huh? lol

I was thinking about you today and am hoping that you are doing well.  You are so down on yourself  and I wish you wouldnt be.  I hope you understand that you are only humanHcg in urine
Hiv infection
Human bites
Human papillomavirus vaccine and are here which means you are trying.  There is another girl here that was in almost the same position as you, she goes by pgnscared, I wish that you guys would get together and post.  She is clean now, but, she did not have a easy time.  I havent seen her post in a few days.  She wil probably be around and could offer you some good advice from someone in the same place.  Please remember that you are pregnant and that means with childChild neglect and psychological abuse
Child safety seats
Child tylenol cold multi-symptom plus cough
School age child development, but, still humanHcg in urine
Hiv infection
Human bites
Human papillomavirus vaccine.  Peace to you, Huggs, G

I feel a little bit better today. I think all the supportive posts I received helped a lot. I think I came here looking for punishment and expected to get bashed. Well for the most part the responses I got were encouraging, several even gave me hope that the babyBabies and heat rashes
Baby feeding patterns would be ok. I do know that the dr.s don't prescribe things that are known to cause birthBirth control and family planning defects, but I just worry about what they don't know, you know? Like what if this babyBabies and heat rashes
Baby feeding patterns was meant to be a rocket scientist and now because of my weaknessWeakness it will be a burger flipper instead?

Plus I know I take too much. Do you know if the tylenolTylenol
Tylenol allergy sinus caplet
Tylenol allergy sinus nighttime
Tylenol caplet
Tylenol caplet extra strength
Tylenol chest congestion
Tylenol cold and cough
Tylenol cold and flu no drowsiness powder
Tylenol cold and flu powder
Tylenol cold infants
Tylenol cold no drowsiness overdose I subject myself to is harmful to the babyBabies and heat rashes
Baby feeding patterns's liverAmebic liver abscess
Bile produced in the liver
C-section
Cirrhosis
Cirrhosis of the liver
Delivery presentations
Donor liver attachment
Gallium (ga.) scan
Hepatic hemangioma
Hepatic ischemia
Hepatocellular carcinoma too, or just mine?

I did find out that the ambienAmbien
Ambien cr is ok, and I've decided to leave the wine alone. I'm praying I find the strength to stop the vicodinVicodin
Vicodin tuss soon as well. I don't want the babyBabies and heat rashes
Baby feeding patterns to have withdrawalsDelirium tremens, and I don't want my tolerance to be so high that the painAbdominal pain
Abdominal pain diagnosis
Acupuncture and pain
Ankle pain
Anterior knee pain
Back pain - low
Bone pain or tenderness
Breast pain
Causes of painful intercourse
Chest pain
Chronic pain - resources pills they give me after won't work. (I have c-sections)

I got my refill today, and this time he gave me 100 and said it has to last me 30 days. so that's only 3 a day, he was giving me 6 a day before. maybe he read my post. lol. knowing me they'll be gone in about 10 days and I'll be miserable for the next 20. maybe that's a good thing. instead of getting a new supply 3-4 days after I run out I'll have to wait almost 3 weeks. maybe I'll come to my senses and realize I don't need it by then. I hope so...

Thanks again for the support. And I would love to hear from the other pregnant woman. Is there anyway to reach people on here? I suppose not, huh?

sorry to the op, didn't mean to take over your thread...

PLEASE DO NOT FEEL GUILTY!!!

Your babyBabies and heat rashes
Baby feeding patterns is already born.  Do you understand?  He or she is no long an egg in your womb, but a livingAdvanced care directives humanHcg in urine
Hiv infection
Human bites
Human papillomavirus vaccine being in your "belly"

Look at pictures of yourself, your husband, and other babiesBabies and heat rashes
Baby feeding patterns, and think about these babiesBabies and heat rashes
Baby feeding patterns as YOURS.  LOVE THEM.  That what mother's do1

Maybe your babyBabies and heat rashes
Baby feeding patterns will be a "rocket scientist", or flip hamburgers.  NOW, for your sake, and your babyBabies and heat rashes
Baby feeding patterns's sake IS NOT the time to worry over about a future you cannot predict.  I suspect, as a non-doctor, that if you take take care of yourself now, your babyBabies and heat rashes
Baby feeding patterns WILL BE  a "rocket scientist" if she or he would like to be one.  

Please make certain that you are taking a lot of vitiamin and mineral supplement...if you have the money.  If not, ask your government for help.  This can go a long way is helping secure both you, and you childChild neglect and psychological abuse
Child safety seats
Child tylenol cold multi-symptom plus cough
School age child development's physicial, and emotional future.

Fall in love, and love your babyBabies and heat rashes
Baby feeding patterns NOW.  He or she is already born from an egg.  He or she is alive now.  Take is easy, take care of your health - emotionally, and physically.  

I look forward to hearingAge-related hearing loss
Audiology
Hearing loss
Hearing or speech impairment - resources from you after you childChild neglect and psychological abuse
Child safety seats
Child tylenol cold multi-symptom plus cough
School age child development is born!!

Take it easy and take care.

VM
Victoria, B.C
CANADA

hello...i entered in AA through the backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment door in 1990 after three Ironmans/ 1/2 ironman and three   marathons and continuous racing for 11 years...i was 32 at the time..i was not an alcoholic but a man i dated suggested it...he was sober 4 years..i went and stayed, mostly for the fellowship for 12 years and due to a move across the county and other stressors, drank for two years, stopped for two and am now just drinking wine..i still work out and work..i am 50...and question whether i am an alcoholic...any thoughts?