day one and it is hell

Question

hey to whoever cares i am on day one and i am a total basket case. i have two very small children to take care of and can barley do that. i went on a three day binge of twelve-seventeen 7.5 hydros a day and now nothing.  aside from wanting to shoot myself in the head is there any thing out there that can help me get more energy at least i hate everything right  now and need help.  come monday i will have more pills but that is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long away. any way whatever

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singha · Answer

I am with ya day 2....4 kids.....lots of things going on. I started taking vitamin b complex for energy, I think it works a little. Just try to push yourself to get up to make the day go by faster. I know it is hard but the more you sit around the more ttime you have to think about how you feel and the slower the day goes. Good luck and I am here for ya

lil_rab2005 · Answer

Awwwww sweetie!!!  I MISS YOUUUU!!!!  Glad u posted.  I'm soooo sorry you're goin' through a bad time. :(  Just keep posting, it will definitely make you feel better.  I wish I could help you with your kids.  I remember the first 3 days.  Posting takes your mind off of it for at least 2 minutes.  So post, post, post!!!  I'm here for ya babe.  Luvs ya, Lil.

tatum77 · Answer

not trying to sound mean check yourself in to the nearest er and admit ur an addict. I was on them for 3 years finally stopped living a lie went into detox its been 2 1/2 weeks and im alittle tired and achey but I dont want a pill today

lil_rab2005 · Answer

I totally agree with singha, and I also emailed you yesterday, did u check it?  Luvs ya, Lil.

sosad5306 · Answer

Oh honey, I feel for you.  It is so much harder when you have children.  SO MUCH harder!  I know Monday feels like an eternity but you will probably be thru the worst by then, you might be surprised.
I can't tell you to do anything other than take immodium, drink lots of fluids and try some vitamins.  
Just think, if you do this once, you won't have to go thru it agian, ever!  Hell, I should take my own advice!

SLR33 · Answer

I am in the same boat as you. I have two small children and take about the same amount, but ran out yeaterday with no way to get more. Maybe it's a good thing. The pills will  eventually kill me if I do not quit and that is not fair to my babies. Think of them. I am here for you. We can do this together. You said you were getting more Monday. Who is giving them to you and why did you originally start taking them and how long?

Kmom777 · Answer

Oh, my dear, hang in there!  You can do this!  I wish I could go back in time to where you're at with your kids - mine are in their late teens.  I "look" like I have it totally together - it's day 7 and the only way I made it (so far) was by telling the kids I had the flu.  Lots of hot baths for the aches, drink water, couldn't really eat, forget sleep, but it does get better.  Do you have anybody that can help out with the kids?

day one and it is hell

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