life's a b*tch, isn't it? (hehe)

i know how you feel bruce.  there have been so many times, through the years, that i just wanted to pack up and get the hell out of dodge too...difference is, i didn't even want to take my husband with me...lol...i used to fantasize about just moving away, getting a job as a waitress, and living above the diner...wow...what a life...no troubles, no worries...JUST LITTLE OLE ME...to hell with the rest of them.  BUT...that never happened and i am still right here in Georgia taking care of the world...putting my needs and happiness aside for the sake of "motherhood".

i thought when my last son left for college that...finally...it was going to be my turn at a shot for happiness.  what happened?  where did that chance go?  it is so easy for me to just sit in this house and say "why me"..."what did i do to deserve this"?  i know the Lord says that he will never give us more than we can handle...but geez...exactly how much more is my limit?  when will it stop?  when will i get my turn?  i'm just so tired...

i hope that we...you and i...and everyone here...will one day find the answers to why we were dealt the hand we were given.  i'm still looking for that ace in the hole...

huggs,
kim

Im with both of ya, except, like Kim. I wanted just to leave my husband, lol.  I have thought about that so much and then thought things through and figured out I would be hurting myself in the long run.  But, the more I talk to people, EVERYONE in our neighborhood that seems so happy and content all have drama.  I had a little get together yesterday and found I was not along.  Lizzie, I miss talking to you, and Bruce, your appointment is coming up on tuesday right???   I cant wait to hear how it goes..  Happy Easter!!! Georgia

happy easter georgia!

i miss ya too girlie...you've got to slow down and get back with us here...everyone misses you...not only me.  your posts have been kind of sparse lately...lol...maybe that means you don't need us anymore:(

hope you and the kids have a wonderful day filled with love...give those little ones a big hug from me.

huggs from your friend,
kim

Kim, I miss you too.  I do need to slow down.  I have been taking some time away from the forum, but, its not that I dont need you, I need you guys now more than ever. If you read my post to oxybliss you will see why.  I have been ghost reading every now and then and I seen how some of your uneducated family canceled on you for Easter, that really pissed me off.  How is Christian, any new news????  Huggs, Happy Easter, Georgia