Damn, I'm so sorry you're goin' through such a rough time. That's terrible. I don't know anything about methadone 'cept that one of my friends gave me one about a year ago. Just taking one of those made me high and it lasted alllllll dayyyyy!!! I'll never take one of those again. Man, I don't have any advice for you but you have gotten to a very important step. And I'm very proud of you. You have decided to quit those nasty things. I'm addicted to percs, oxy's and anything I could get my hands on. Like Athena said before, I'm a trashcan addict. I wish you well and will be praying for you sweetie. Good luck and I'm thinking of you today, Luvs, Lil. :) I'm here for ya if you need me, hopefully that made ya feel a little better. Sorry it didn't help any though.
The way I feel right now, please give me your doctors name. I will fly there.