It is great coming here and having everyone be so supportive. I know I have a problem and want to do something, but the problem is I do not.........The next step is to actually start getting off the pills. I have literally been attempting for two years. I mean I could go on like this forever if my doc keeps giving me the scripts. I find it easier to just take the damn pills then to try to get off, but I know my days are numbered and my doc will not keep giving me the scripts. His understanding and patience only goes so far and I do not want to doc shop for pills. I actually wrote my doc a letter to ask him to just keep bearing with me until I can gather up the courage to quit, but not sure he is gonna buy it. I truly in my heart want to stop, but doing it is a whole nother story. If I could even get down to two a day vs. the six, I would be happy with that for awhile. Anyway, you guys are truly wonderful people and I am glad you are all here.
Have a great evening. PS - this is not like a chat room, so once you post, do you just wait for responses? I wish it was more like a chat room. I am brand new to any kind of forum so just curious. Looking forward to getting to know everyone better.