All right kids, I'll stick around for a while longer. This is a different kid of addiction. It seems that I am addicted to the people on this site. Why? Because you are harder to shake off then tar and feathers. I was a little hesitant about leaving but thought it was for the best. I would have missed just about everyone on this forum and that would have been a different kind of withdrawal. When you walk through a little bit of hell with others, you form a bond which is hard to break. Although there are many here who I have not directly addressed, I have an affinity to them no different that I have with anyone else. I feel the pain, the guilt, the paranoia, the anxiety that each of you are going through. Truthfully, it breaks my heart when I read that someone is giving up. Why come so far and then pull the plug. Think,think,think, if you can make it that far why go backwards? Gee! "I made it this far and if I move forward the same distance again I will have doubled my efforts and again, then I have tripled it and so on." Those are the thoughts that shoild be running through your mind. Give yourself a hefty kick in the butt when you feel like laying down and continue to persevere. You all " Talk the talk " now put it into effort and " Walk the walk."