I take up to 2 percs a day still................and some days are better thanothers.............
Some days I dont even take one..and I feel good....................it helps me, without them, there is a ton of stuff I couldnt do regularly...Like getting on the Treadmill...............or going for a walk...or running errands I cant sit in a car..for too long with out aching.......................
I am learning not to feel bad because I need them...I am workin gvery hard and keeping myself in check...Even on my bad days, which on Thrusday I had one...........and I told on myself..and it was okay.............For me thats progress......I have to be very honest wiht myself though, and that can be hard..and sometimes I scream and cry because I dont want to..........yet its for only my best interest so I have to do what I have to do
I got to this place with the help of everyone here.............and Im here for you!! Journal, journal, journal..............I think Writing is soooo good...for recovery...............
Happy thoughts and Prayers your way..
Hope you have a good dya!
Hey there. Good to hear from you. I love that you "check in" the way you do. I'm at Day #20 and suffering with borderline panic attacks. Nevertheless, I'm trying to stay the course.
It's wonderful you can be honest about the hydrocodone. Most of us have become such incredible liars, and I believe getting honest, even on this forum, is a step in the right direction. Obviously you need a solution for your headaches; I don't have pain so I do not know what that's like--I'm just a run-of-the-mill pill junkie.
Can you take the pills as prescribed?
Have a lovely day.
Love,
--Athena