Hey fish! I've started my first day over 3 times in the past week. It is so hard. How do you feel? For me, the worst part is having absolutely no energy. I don't know what to tell you, except that I'll say a little prayer for you. Right now, I'm to chicken to try again. I think maybe I should wait until school is out, then I'll have the whole summer to take my time and get through the withdrawals. Only four weeks and three days of school left. I owe it to myself, my family, and the kids I teach. WE CAN DO THIS!!!! I'm always here to talk. There's nothing you can tell me or ask me that I haven't been through.
I love you guys!!!
T'
say friend, are u going c/t? im here for u and will help in any way i can, lets talk. ill be off and on my boy turns 15 today and im cooking t-bones homemade potato salad and all the fixings for them. Hope and Prayers Clay TX
I think you are right to wait til school is out. It has to be so hard during.
and fish - I know day 1 sux so bad but it is just that much closer to day 5 and better feelings. That sounds hokie, I know - but you know it's true. Hang in there and on Wed - come and tell me how you feel, deal?? Just do whatever you can for yourself until then. Knock yourself out until then if you can. That's what I always want to do - sleep through it all. If you can do that - do it, hey, whatever works, right?
You are in my prayers. and I always read your posts until I totally get them. Sometimes it's right away, sometimes it takes a few - but I enjoy your humor and having to work sometimes to see it. When you and choo last sparred, I read it 3x and realized you were on his side. I lol so hard b/c I don't think that point got across. (at least I think it was the last time - but one time anyway) my point - you are a fun fish to have around here - so keep it up and make it!!
love to you both, tracy