I posted for the first time late last night, basically about how awful and terrible my life is, but its not, and I didn't mean for it to come across that way. I just saw how loving and caring all of you are to each other, and have never had that for myself and wanted it so badly. I know I'm new, but I was pushing myself to try to fit in that very second, and it doesn't work like that. I never had anyone I felt comfortable enough with, to tell them about my life and myself. I will back off my pity pot.
I hate these drugs so much, it hurts. I hate how awful they make you feel, but I still need them, WHY??? I need someone to talk to, I feel very alone