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i think i just had the worst day of my life

Hey everyone just first wanna say that i hope u all are well and by morning this will be lost in the clutter but today is day one yes day one i screwed up on monday but any way day one and had to work. My back and ankles are hurting so bad i took a darvocet and two tramadol which do absoulutly nothing for me but i hurt so bad its unbelevable i just have a hard time with withdrawls pain plus now im getting a cold and i just ache  all over guys i need ya cuz im getting weak and i really wanna do it this time i love u lots Chros ti any one is interested in being supportiive tonight and tomorrow give me something here i love u all but need help
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i am around if you want to talk
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hey girl
I know u read my post but glade to see someone on here i gt off work so late here in Nebraska i get off at ten thirty everynight and by the time i get online nobody is ever here. Thanks for responding luv to u chros
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sorry it takes me a lil to post I cant connect to my boyfriends cable hook up, not very computer savy so I have to use dial up.  Have you tried a hot bath or a heating pad, that may help the aches and pains
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am present... =) awake and oriented x1000
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Sleep Child.
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i am still here too if you need to vent or talk..
As far as you being on Day one.. now is as good of a time than any.. just think in 5 days most of it will be over.. no more procrastinating.. no more worrying where you are gonna get more pills.. no more letting yourself down.. I know you are in pain.. but you CAN do this..
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Thank u so much for posting back its addict hours so not many on at this time
of night so good to see u guys are here !!!!Just a little fyi i have been on hydro7/500 for three years bouncing back and fourth from 7.5-10-5 then to oxy 80mg at one time up to seven a day then a year ago back to hydro 7.5/500 so u can emgne how bad the w/d are and this is only day one for me and at work i m on  my feet all night lifting very heavy people (Work in a care center CNA and as a medication aide) point is  there is no sitting at that job and beng around all those drugs can get hard sometime esp during w/d so the whole day sucked ran my ass off and the ankle i sprained and broke and tore all the tendens out of a year ago on mothers day hurts so bad right now i cant even walk on it and i know its partly because naturally its going to hurt some my entire life but when u go c/t from meds like hydros i think u start to feel the little aches and pains u ddnt feel when u r on pills becasue they mask the pain does that make sense!?!???? I just feeling anxiety attack coming on it will be in the morning b/c taking pills is first thing i do in the morning and that is the hardest time for me mornngs and work time and well all the time is hard for melol sorry this is too long i know just wanted to update u on that which is me. u all take care pray for me and i will do the same for u ~lots of luvchros
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I am sorry to hear that you feel so shitty.  I take 3-4 norco a day and on the days that I only try to take 3 I start to feel all achy so I can only imagine how you feel.  Maybe in the morning try to change up your routine.  Find something else to do in place of taking the pills.  Maybe a drive or a walk, I saw that you were hurt so you may not want to do that.  maybe a hot bath.  I am trying to quit smoking and that was the first thing I did in the morning so I started drinking coffee instead.  Not much better I know espec. since I didn't start drinking coffee til now, why start?  But it is better than ciggs.
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I've been worried about you and trying to get hold of you.  it's 2:50 am EST here in FL and I can't sleep.
Love,
Yoda
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Hey girl, hop on msn if you can and we can chat.  I am here for you.  I could tell by your words that the pain is bad and it is also emotional pain.  I completely understand.  Hang in there, I have a candle lit for you.  It's Thursday morning and it will be burning bright fo ryou all day.  Love ya
Heather
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