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out of pills again and feeling AWFULL. but i got to do this and today is day 1 again, but that is my fault. i got to get my emotions in control, i made some folks mad in the STD fourm and i need to go appologise to them... I find i am quick tempered during withdrawl and lash out unententionly. Its hare in life for me I mean dont know if you guuys know or even realy care but i am a gay man living with a HIV pos partner and sometimes life in general is tough even without withdrawls. So now that i have gave yoou way to much info i am going to go try to eat because WDs or not i got to go to work this afternoon  later yall

Tpachuck · Answer

I've been reading your struggles with Tramadol for a few days now and I think you need to see a Dr. and get help doing this.....I have never taken that drug so I don't know about the WD...Does Tramadol make you high? Anyway you may need to consider Rehab or at the very least a medical Dr.......If yours is uncooperative...get the phone book out and call another!

kimmieb · Answer

I agree with Tpachuk.  I, too, have been reading about your struggles, and although have never taken that drug, I feel your pain and desperation.  Please, do call a doctor or look into rehab.  Go to the ER.  Don't try to just go it alone, especially with other challenging issues in your life.  I commend you for starting this on your own.  Now finish it with some help and let us know of your triumphs!  You sound honest and sincere, and you deserve to get through this and see the other side.  C/T is not for everyone.  You may be so much more successful with some help, and if you don't try it that way, you may never know.  Either way, whatever your decision, continued luck and God bless you!

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