girl...where you been?   i posted to you a day or two ago.   good to see your name...don't stay away.

i'm so happy to hear that you are taking the bull by the horns and determining how much or should i say how little you want.   good for you.   you are on a great path and one that i know you will find your way.

going shopping again...be back later...lol

huggs,
kim

well you sound like your in the right state of mind about it all. GOOD FOR YOU!!!  i forgot what state you live in??? about dr's treating only for the $$$ i know what you mean. i actually called my dr. that i saw down in FL today to get my medical records, since my hospital stay last week my dr. here wants me to get together all my records. anyways he was a "pain management" doctor and he treated tons of patients w/ no insurance for $100 dollars a visit, basically you went and sat in his office, he wrote your scripts and your done, all in about 10 mins. so when i called and requested my records today, they did EVERYTHING they could to try and talk me into not leaving as one of their patients. the nurse even offered to call my in a months worth of pain meds, just in case i decided to move back to FL and get me by until then. ITS ALL ABOUT THE $$$. ts really sad when you think about it all. so many  ppl suffer w/ pain cause their dr's dont want to give them pain meds and then you have dr's like mine and yours that are just there to make as much money as they can and will write pretty much anyone a rx to make that $100 daollars. it sounds like your dr. is like this too, they dont want you to get off the meds cause they want more $$$.

luv ya,
tink  :)

Kim
hey baby didn;t realized you missed me , my son weston has had strep throat . so....... I have been makin time for him , he was in pain. anyways thanx for the comment , thanx for the encouragement. Sorry I didnt get your earlier post, I guess I wasn't payin attention  , hope u had fun shopping
lots of love Keri

Dam, they want you to stay bad.......... yeah sounds like my methadone clinic, but you the other doctors I 've seen , it was like pullin teeth to get some pain meds from them , you either find one who willl or one who will not.  I 'm getting stronger mentally, I refuse to stay on methadone for a long time ., they really want me to stay for a year screw that maybe 3 more months and thats it. methadone was to solve the problem not make it another one,and guess what else.... I am so fukin happy........ I LOST 15 LBS.  I am a big girl I was 224 and now I weigh 208 my goal is 199 I just want to make it under 200 right now . Getting off of the pills helped tooo