Hi there, I'm just new to the forum, have posted a couple of times but your post breaks my heart cos I know how you feel. I am 34 have had 2 spinal fusions and am on alot of drugs I dont wanna be on. My sister just had a little girl last month, my first niece, I've 2 nephews, she's 37 and livin in the states so I wont get to see my niece.(I'm in N. Ireland)
I've wanted kids as long as I can remember and I honestly thought by now my dream would have come true. My partner already has a son so that kinda hurts too cos his little circle of life is complete so it doesnt really matter to him I guess. But I really feel your pain. Maybe your Dr had no choice but to remove your ovaries, however thats a question obviously I'm not able to answer. Your hurt probably completely outweighs mine as I have to believe that "someday" I will be off all this rubbish and be able to be a mum, however, god knows what damage to my body they have all done and if I will ever be able to get pregnant. I lost a child in 1999 and thats a tough one to think about. I just have to tell myself it was the wrong time and not meant to be, but that doesnt always help.
I just want you to know you are not on your own today. My heart is with you and I completely understand how you are feeling right now.
Sending you the warmest hug I can.
Stay strong
With Love
Tin Lizzie
I think that today should be called "mothering day" because whether or not we biologically give birth, there is that innate "womanness" in most of us that makes us "mother". Sounds like you are doing a great job at mothering those nieces. I mother adults, dogs, students (as a teacher), etc. baby birds that have fallen out of their nests, and so on and so on.
We all have a mother so let's celebrate her as well as all women who have mothered us in some way. Let us not forget the gift we have to share as strong, nurturing women.
Have a great one!
Hi. I can't say that i know how you feel, but i can see the sadness in you.
You are so right when you say it should be mothering day. All of us women are naturally motherly and nurturing no matter if they are biological or not.
I'm sure your nieces feel that from you.
We mothers need to be reminded some times how fortinant(spelled wrong) we are. So thank you for that reminder!
God bless< and you can do this.
KVMJ
I cannot tell you how warm my heart is right now by all your kind thoughts. I suppose it is true we all are Mothers in our own way.
I loved the part about Mothering sick birds. About 3 wks ago an egg fell out of a nest. I took the egg and put it in a basket under a warm light. I wanted it to hatch so bad. And I looked online to find out what to do if it hatched. I was ready to gring bugs up (I don't usually kill anything, even a bug) and feed every hour. The egg never hatched. And my husband just smiled at me. He knew but he also knew what I was doing (what a good man he is let me tell you. Sticking by me through all of this even though he doesn't get it he is always here for me).
But it is true as a women we nurture so even if I don't have kids (I have a kitty) I can still claim this day.
Thanks for all your kind words. Helps to know you are all out there and we are not alone.