to everyone on here u are all special please read this lol/UPDATE ON HUBBY AND ME

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Nightly check in just got off work as usual and i missed all of u and this may sound corny but at work sometimes to pass the time i think of all u guys and pray for u as well that is how much u all mean to me.

Update on hubby---He passed one hell of a kidneystone along with lots of bloodclots yesterday and tomorrow he is going to try and fil his hydros for the pain and man is he in alot of pain but u all know what that means for me i wont even go there right now. 

My question i have been asking myself is why me im not that strong of a person why was i the chosen one to be an addict and i have been an addict my whole life. I just wanna be normal live a life where i dont wake up in a panic attack when i know i am out of meds. live a life where i am not CONSTANTLY thinking how im going to keep getting them because in my mind life just doesnt seem worth living without them does anyone else feel this way let me know guys okay luv to all of u ~~Chros

FLaddict · Answer

You should consider your hubby's meds off limits to you.. He is in major pain and needs them. I know that is not what you want to hear.. and I know its hard having them around.  We are here to support you. My whole family is predisposed to kidney stones so I know how awful they are... spent many a night in the ER with a family member..

chrosty · Answer

Yes in the seven years ive been with him ive spent many nights in hosp for the stones and yesterday the doc told him to come up and get a shot of demeral so he did helped for a little while anywya


Oh yea my memories for **** but didnt u just get married girl??? Congrats to u both and hope everything was nice,, if u got time tell me a little about it okay Luv ya chros

to everyone on here u are all special please read this lol/UPDATE ON HUBBY AND ME

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