Oh my God, we are actually on here at the same time!  I having been trying to work tonight while watching American Idol at the same time, so you can imagine that means it will take me at least two extra hours to get my required line count in for the day.  I have been busy.  I gave my middle daughter a wedding reception last weekend which went really well with the exception of several people that "should" have been there but weren't.  When I think to how many of these things I have been to in my lifetime, my own brother didn't even show.  But Tiffany and her new hubby had a good time and got some cool gifts. That is a lot more than I got when we got married - my husband and I eloped to Mexico when I was 15 and he was 19!  Believe me, if you knew me better, you would know I am not the kind of person to do something like that.  But we were stupid and in love, now I have no pictures to look at and no memories of anything but hearing my vows in Spanish!  The judge had to tell me when to say "I do".  Oh well, I have no regrets though, would probably do the same thing all over again.  My oldest daughter, the one with my 5-year-old granddaughter is moving this weekend so I will be driving to Austin to help them, mainly to babysit I hope, I am not too much into physical work anymore, plus the apartment they are moving to is on the third floor!  I am dreading every visit already.  So, how are your kiddo's and what have you been up to?  I have been feeling okay, I still wish everyday after coming here and reading, that I could get up the nerve to get off these meds.  I did decide not to ask my doctor to up my methadone last week even though, physically, I do believe I need it.  I don't have to have it though, so I will get by on what I have, that is the least I can do, is not to start taking bigger doses I guess.  I can tell I would feel better if I were on a stronger dose, sometimes I just feel a twinge of withdrawal even after I take my meds.  But I can live with that.  Going to get back to work.  Good talking to you!

Love, Cindy

Cindy, I agree, I need to get on something too.. I keep relapsing, mainly because of the energy thing,, It sucks,,,
My kids are doing well, thanks for asking,, they are just 3 of the wildest terrors I have ever seen, then the next minute, they are angels sent from heaven, lol..
I dont remember hearing your whole story.. When did your husband pass??  I love the story about eloping in Mexico, lol... Love does make us do fun things,,, That is something I would so do though,, I am a libra and I love, love,, lol..  I am gettng off of the computer for right now, but, I am going to get a new yahoo screen name that I can post so we can email each other,,, I so feel for you taking care of your granddaughter,, but, 5 is a really good age, my oldest is 6 and thank-god for him,, If it wasnt for him, I dont know how I would get through the day, lol....Huggs, I am glad we had a chance to post to each other tonight,,, Luv, Georgia