I've been taking oxycontin at a low dose (30mg twice a day) since just before Christmas, for chronic pelvic/lower back pain (caused by SPD/sacro-illiac instability). Prior to that, I'd been taking 100mg tramadol four times a day for 4 years with no problems (other than it not working any more - hence the oxycontin).
Anyhoo. I started noticing my body couldn't cope with being late for a dose (shakes, irritability, stomach cramps) even if only by half an hour - and decided it was all a bit scary, and weaned myself off them over about a week and a half. I took my last one (I was at 5mg twice a day on my last day) 4 or 5 days ago. I'm now back on tramadol (under GPs orders) for my pain, and was up until last night taking a week long course of zopiclone to help me sleep while I was withdrawing (is that a word?!). I had no idea coming off oxycontin (especially at such a low dose) could be so hard. I did initially tell my pain management doc I was having problems at 20mg twice a day - but he just said to increase the dose, and come back in a couple of months. Needless to say, I'm not seeing him again.
Anyhow - I've never been addicted to the tramadol in the past - and I now only take it when the pain is bad - which varies - like in the past - some days I have it 4 times a day, recently it's only been on a night to help the discomfort then. Tonight I've not taken any (I wanted my first glass of wine in 4 years with my hubby!) - and am literally crawling, restless legs, the works.
I know this sounds like it's going nowhere...but my question is - is this still the oxycontin? Or is it my body saying I have to have some sort of pain relief? Surely I cant be addicted to the tramadol already - considering I took it for 4 years and gave up with no probs in the past?
I dont really know why I want answers. Truth is chronic pain sucks. I want my life back, and it's either no pain relief and living with the pain, or pain relief and living with the side effects.
One well and truly fed up mum of 5 (oh god, yes, 5 kids - great fun when you're feeling ****!) :-(
Lisa
xx